Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

she knows (12)

"Clara, there's nothing between us. We're just friends." I laughed, as we both walked into the bar to get drinks, we were celebrating her and Danny finally moving in together. "Friends don't look at each other like that." She grinned at me, as we sat opposite each other. "Like what?" I lean back, as she gave me this look. "Like sex eyes. You want to tear his clothes off.. what's stopping you?" I almost choked on my wine, as she smirked. "Clara Oswald, that is inappropriate!" We both laughed, as I looked up, I saw the Doctor stood across the room, he was talking to this very beautiful woman, flirting. I was trying my best to keep it together, but I was jealous. "Don't pay any attention, y/n. You know he's awkward with women." I look down, playing with my hands. "I don't care. He can do whatever he wants." She frowned, "Don't say that." I grab my jacket, "I've suddenly lost my appetite." I turn and I leave, "Y/n, wait!" Clara shouted after me, I rushed down the street as I took a deep breath. Why was I so mad? I had no reason to be. "Why did you run off like that?" The Doctor had followed me, as he leaned against the wall, watching. "Just go back to the TARDIS, Doctor. Please just go." He frowned, "I don't take orders from you. And for the record- you're not going anywhere." He grabbed my arm, as I look up at him. "Why are you so insistent on hurting me?" He didn't understand, "Is that what this is?" I sighed, "I spent so long trying to impress you, Doctor. And now, now I'm giving up. I have to do this for myself and let you go. Please stop."

"You're my best friend in this world, y/n. I'm not letting you go anywhere." I take a breath, "I'm sorry, Doctor. But I can't heal if you don't let me." He frowned, "I need you." I smiled a little sadly, "No, you don't. You just want to be needed. By anyone." He gently touched my face, "I just want to be needed by you." He whispered. "You are. You always will be." I kiss his knuckles, as his eyes never left mine. "You love her, Doctor. You'll always love River. I can't take that away from you." He sighed, as he looked down. "You haven't taken anything from me, y/n. Nothing at all." I pull myself away from him, "Just promise me that you'll never be alone. I can't stand to walk away knowing you're alone." He shook his head, "This isn't happening. This- you can't leave me. You can't." I tied my hair back, "This is for the best, Time lord. Trust me." I kiss his cheek, as I turn and I walk away. "Y/n- please. Don't go." He breathed, as I felt the tears run down my face. It was worse than I'd imagined, but I had to go. I turn around the corner, as I try and get my breath back. I felt like I couldn't breathe.

But he couldn't make me stay.

Not anymore.

( ouch. )