Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

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"You invited us to see it, your death?" Amy snapped at the Doctor, he shoved her into the wall, angrily. "What the hell are you doing?!" I yell at him, but there was no getting through to him when he was like this. "Why?" He growled, "You're hurting me.." I shove him back, as Amy ran out of there. "What the fuck was that, Doctor?" I snapped, I was so pissed, that I couldn't think straight. "Just stay out of my way." I slap him, as I step back. "We're done, get out of my sight." I ran a hand through my hair, "You put your hands on her again, I'll kill you." I threatened him, he chuckled. "You? Kill me? I can't die, y/n. You think about that before you open your mouth?" He glared, "This isn't you and you know it. Sort it out, Doctor." My mind was spinning, but this was him, this is what he was. I went to go and check Amy was okay. "Hey, you okay?" I asked, "I don't want him near me." I nodded, "That's not the Doctor, Amy. He wouldn't ever hurt you, this is not him right now. And I'm putting an end to this." I stand up, as I slowly approach him, "Why are you being like this?" I kept my distance, "Didn't I tell you to go? Are you that stupid?" He kept his back to me, as he looked out the window. "I know you enough to know this isn't you." I slowly step forward, he scoffed, "You don't know me, y/n. You have no idea what I'm capable of." I take a breath, "This isn't you, Doctor. You wouldn't hurt Amy. You wouldn't hurt me. I know that, you need to just trust me."

"Trust you? Trust you?!" He turned back to me, he shoved me away from him, "You think you're the only one who's been hurt, Doctor? That you're the only one who's in pain?" I look at his eyes, but all I saw was darkness. "I wish that I'd never met you, sometimes. I wish that you'd disappear. Because I don't have to care about you, or love you." I nodded, "You said it yourself, Doctor. You love me. And that's okay, if you're terrified to fall in love with a human. But, I love you and I'm not going to let you do this." Suddenly, the darkness faded from his eyes, as he stepped back, the deep blue returning to those orbs. I take a breath, before I turn and I walk away, "Amy, let's go." I grab her hand, as we went back to the TARDIS. I shut the door, locking it. "What are you doing?" She asked. "Proving a point." I whispered, the door rattled. "Open the door, y/n." Amy went upstairs, shaken up. "I'm sorry, Doctor." I place my hands on the door. "I didn't- I never meant-" I slowly open the door, as I look up at him. "Y/n." I gently cup his face, "I know." I hug him tightly, as he squeezed my body tightly. "I don't even know what to say." I shake my head, "You don't have to, Doctor. Because I understand. And I knew that wasn't you, even if a deep part of you believed all of those things, that's okay. Because love hurts us, it rips us apart and I've accepted that now. The past years, they've taught me that true love was, the way I was with you, it was perfect. You made it perfect. But, you're right. It's over."

The day the doctor dropped me home, I never forgot how I felt. The feeling of moving on, it was exciting, but I was scared to death how I'd cope now. Two years later, I had been living my life, just before I met the doctor, I was sat on the waters edge, watching the waves crashing, when I noticed an older man sat close by, he kept looking over at me, but I thought nothing of it. I turn back, looking to the sky. I stand up, before I walked over to him. I sat beside him, he stayed silent. "Did you miss it?" I look back at him, "Miss what?" He glanced at me, before his hands. "Living." I frowned, "I think I've learnt how to let go of my past, there was- this man. He changed me, but I'm grateful." He nodded, "Good." I was confused, but I thought nothing of it. "See you around." I stand up, before I walked up the steps and as I look back, I watched him for a moment. He reminded me of someone, but I couldn't think of who, it was a distant memory to me. Suddenly, the clouds broke and it started to rain, I look up at the sky, as I smiled. The wind blew through my hair, as I headed back toward my apartment. I watched that man, as he wandered back the other direction. "Hey!" I yelled, as he turned back to me. "Who are you?" He stayed quiet, as I tried to think, he must of been important or I wouldn't of stopped. "Just a friend, passing through." He turned and walked away, "Doctor." I whispered, as I picked up and I ran toward him. But he was gone, by the time I even got there.

"Doctor!" I screamed for him, as I heard the rain pouring harder, I could barely even see anymore. I rushed back to my apartment, I felt like such an idiot for not realising it sooner. As I shut the door, I turn to see he was stood in my apartment. "Doctor." He looked back at me. "I shouldn't of let you leave." He looked so different, I didn't know who he was now. "Why are you here?" I take off my jacket, as he kept his distance. "I needed to see you." I sighed, "Doctor, I forgive you. The way you treated me and Amy, it was inexcusable.. but, I knew that you loved me. And I believed you could change, clearly you have." He looked down, "Those feelings I had for you, that was me. I did love you, y/n. But, I'm a different man now.. and I don't feel that way anymore." I nodded, "Feeling's mutual, Timelord." I had missed so many years, I had nothing left to give. "Well, I should leave.. but, I hope you're happy, y/n. I mean that." I smiled sadly, "I am, Doctor. I can survive a little longer. Thank you, for everything. Take care of yourself." He walked to the door, "I wouldn't be the man I am now without you." He leaves, shutting the door as I felt this emptiness inside me.

I still loved him, but it had ran its course now.

(Ouch.)