Doctor who one shots/imagines BOOK 2🌏

storms create rainbows (12)

I'd never seen him like this, he had become so obsessed over everything that I did and I didn't understand why, I needed to find out why he was acting so clingy with me. I felt like I couldn't breathe sometimes, it was almost too much. I sat on the steps of the TARDIS, engrossed in a book with a cup of tea in the other hand. He was working on the console, he hadn't said anything to me for a few minutes now and I started to think he had figured out I was uncomfortable with the over excessive obsession. "It's getting late, aren't you tired?" I look up briefly, "Yeah, I'll go to bed soon." I smiled a little, as he sighed. "I think we should address the awkward silences, don't you think?" I put the book down, as I sighed. "Doctor." He came and sat beside me, as I look at him. "I've been too much, haven't I?" I could tell he was feeling bad, "Doctor, listen." I take a second, "I love being with you, you're my favourite person in the world. You make me happy, I'm so many ways.. what's been going on with you? Why have you been following me around?" He looked down, "I was scared." I frowned, "Of what?" He shrugged, "Doctor, come on. Don't shut down on me, we've needed to have this conversation and I need to know why." He played with the sleeve on his jacket as I nodded. "Alright, fine." I went to stand up, as he grabbed my hand. "Please don't leave." I frowned, kind of startled. "Doctor, enough with this. If you can't talk to me, I'm going to bed. I can't deal with your mood and the way you've been acting anymore."

"I love you, okay?!" I'd never heard him yell like that, but it definitely caught me off guard. "I'm sorry, what?" I put the cup down, as I look at him again. "I'm in love with you, y/n. I just didn't want you to leave me." I take a breath, almost unsure if I heard what he said, if he was actually serious. "You love me? Seriously?" He nodded, "More than anything I have, you're everything that I need and more. I can't be without you." I felt like I didn't know what to say, maybe I had misheard what he said. "Doctor, you- you know that I have a boyfriend. Don't you?" His eyes suddenly changed, slightly sad but more angry than anything else. "Who is he?" Uh oh. He was about to go psycho on me, I could tell. "We've been together for six months, it's still early days, I guess.. but he's a good guy. And I care about him." He stood up, he was a lot taller than me and that scared me at times. "Come on, y/n. Why would you want him when you have me? I can treat you so much better than he could." I hadn't ever seen this part of him, he never acted like this before. "Doctor, you're starting to scare me." I step back, as he leaned against the console. "Just admit it, you love me. I know you do." I shake my head, as I took a chance and I ran out of the TARDIS, since we had landed anyway. I ran as fast as I could, I didn't even look back. I hide behind a wall, as I tried to get my breath back. I look behind the corner, he was looking around the TARDIS but I was hidden away.

He was right. Of course I loved him, he was absolutely everything to me and more. I didn't know how I could end things with my current boyfriend, Jacob. But, I didn't love him, I was obsessively in love with the Doctor, he was all I wanted and more. After a while, I'd calmed down enough to go back and actually speak to him properly. I opened the door, I was worried that he could of just snapped at me, but I knew it was possible. "Y/n." He stopped, as he looked at me. "I just needed to think, Doctor." I take a breath, before he opened his arms to me and I ran to him, I wrap my arms around him tightly as he held me, I shut my eyes as I just felt his warmth and I felt home. He was my home. "I'm so sorry." He whispered, as he ran a hand through my hair. "No, Doctor. Don't apologise, I shouldn't of ran like that." I look up at him, "I can't blame you for running." I frowned, "Don't talk like that." He seemed sad, it kind of broke my heart. "If you're happy, I can live with that. Even if it isn't with me, I've just got to accept that you're okay." My phone started to ring, as I look at the screen. "Shit, it's Jacob." I sighed, I answered the call. "Hey, yeah.. I'm glad you called actually. I've been thinking, the problem is that I'm completely in love with my best friend and I should of told him sooner. You deserve better than me, so go find it. Because that girl isn't me. Goodbye." I hang up, he looked stunned.

"What was that?" I look at him, "This is where we begin again." Relief filled his eyes, as he squeezed me even tighter, as I felt his heart beats against my face and I was at peace.

I could live knowing this was my life.