Secrecy from the Fans - Luke Brooks

Honest to God

Hey guys , I’m really, really, really, really 110% sorry for not updating since forever. There hasn’t been really an excuse but my feels for Luke have not been strong but boooooom out of nowhere they popped up so I wrote this chapter. Sorry again for such a long wait and enjoy the chapter my lovelies. Hope you all had an amazing christmas and new years :)

Also if you hassle me on my tumblr I’d probably get a chapter up more often ~ ecabubble.tumblr.com ~ btw. it’s not janoskians tumblr sorrynotsorry.

Car rides with the boys were usually spent in an uproar of noise and today was no different. I acted as if I hadn’t just over heard everything that the boys had discussed and pretended everything was okay. But really, in reality if wasn’t. I don’t know if I’m over reacting here but don’t most teenage boys want to have sex with any thing with two legs and a heart beat. Don’t most teenage boys pressure their girlfriends into sex, not the other way round? But I guess Luke isn’t any teenage boy. I just want to know why he doesn’t want to have sex with me. I just want a simple answer. Luke squeezes my leg to bring me back from my daydream and looks at me with worried eyes.

“You alright bub?’ he questions me.

“Yeah fine,” I say bluntly staring out the window. I instantly feel horrible about the way I sounded; he did just give me the most amazing present. I feel his arm snake around my waist.

‘What’s the matter?” he says softly in my ear making shivers go up my spine.

I turn to see his soft face with compassion in his eyes. He looked so worried. I shouldn’t let this little thing worry me.

‘Nothings the matter,’ I smile at him snaking my arm around his torso and leaning into his chest. He wraps both arms around me and kisses my head.

Beaus phone starts to ring whilst he is driving. He reaches to get it but it was in his back pocket. He sits up and tries to get it and the car drifts on to the other side.

“Fuck, police” Skip exclaims pointing up front. There was a random breath-testing site up ahead.  

“Shit” Beau swears, “Can you get it mate?”

Skip does as Beau says whilst Beau sits up in his seat and lets Skip get the phone out. It was the most awkward thing that I have watched in my life. Watching Beau trying to change gears whilst squatting and Skip leaning over and pulling stuff out of his jeans. Skip finally got the phone but missed the call. Skip checks the missed call and turns to us and mouths, “Jessie” then pulls a face of horror. Luke and I look at each other exchanging glances of disgust. I hadn’t met Jessie yet but I knew that Beau was quite keen on her and what Luke and the rest of the boys have told me about her, I wasn’t going to like her. Luke and I untangle us from each other as Beau idles up to the officer that is looking at him in suspicion. I assume it is because he had seen the strange show that had happened in the front seat not long ago.

“Hello there, just a regular RBT today. Could I just take a look at your license”

“Sure,” Beau leans over to Skip and grabs his wallet out of the console and shows the officer his license. The officer takes his details and asks for his current address. Beau replies very maturely. I’m pretty sure this is the first time I’ve seen him act ‘normal’.

‘Okay just blow onto the end of the device and stop when it beeps’ the officer requests.

Beau does this and Skip turns around to face Luke and myself pushing his tongue to his cheek making a joke about Beau sucking a dick. He giggles and Luke starts to giggle. I give him a gentle slap to control himself. The machine beeps and Beau seems relieved.