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Chapter 7 - Changes

 Chapter 7 – Changes

 Bonnar and Fillun both went to bed thinking about their conversation and what Fillun had done at the end of it – kissed Bonnar!

Bonnar was a little taken aback when it happened, and pulled back, feeling he had to protect Fillun's best interests and not make their relationship into something else.

Fillun realised that more than loving Bonnar, he was in love with him. This realisation shocked him, as he had never before thought about attraction to men or women. And Bonnar had been his father, brother, mentor, teacher, and many more roles all in one for the past few years. How could he not love him for the way Bonnar looked after him? But could he be in love with him? He didn't want to think about this, and decided he wouldn't discuss it with Bonnar, not for now.

Bonnar went to bed a little dazed, with his lips tingling from the kiss. He had never had time in the years since he left Velastria, to think about loving someone as his own. He had been too busy, as a fighter, as a knight, and now as lord of the estate, managing the daily affairs and looking after Fillun's interests. He knew that Fillun would some day return to Velastria, possibly as king, and what use would he have for Bonnar then?

He fell asleep asking himself this question and woke up with one name on his lips, and with a big smile. He also felt another part of his body responding to the sensation.

This was the day that Fillun was to be brought to the abbey, and Fillun had asked to spend the day with him on the estate. They both rose early and had breakfast together, and feeling tired, Fillun returned to take a nap in the afternoon. Fillun came to wake him after he did not re-appear.

“You slept well?” smiled Bonnar as he ruffled Fillun's hair.

“Yes, very well,” smirked Fillun, suddenly blushing as he remembered the dream he was having. He didn't know what the liquid on his stomach was, he hadn't had this before. He was too embarrassed to lift his blankets, and when Bonnar pulled off the covers, he could see that Fillun had ejaculated. Fillun blushed, Bonnar smiled and pulled the covers back, and turned away to let him dress.

They had a leisurely lunch together and the two horsemen, who were well trusted by Bonnar, joined them in the afternoon to talk about the planned trip to the abbey. They were not going to take chances with Fillun's safety, and only two horses would carry four men, with Fillun remaining inside Bonnar's cloak just as he had when being carried from Velastria. Fillun could travel light as he would be provided with clothes and other requirements at the abbey. He decided to bring a small napsack with a book of holy psalms which his grandmother had given him, and a small portrait of his family. He had also taken a portrait of Bonnar from his room without telling him.

After nightfall the two horses were prepared and the two horsemen led the way on the first horse, with Bonnar and Fillun on the second. They had chosen two breeding horses who were not normally used for riding, which were able to gallop at lightning speed and would not be caught up by any follower. Fillun was a little bit nervous with all the preprations but happy to be travelling with Bonnar. He pushed himself back into Bonnar's cloak as they rode, feeling a hard part of Bonnar's body which he would not have expected.

At the abbey, he asked to see Bonnar alone, and hugged him for one last time, and again brushed his lips and smiled at him. Bonnar left quickly, and the horsemen led the way as they sped into the night. Fillun followed a monk to his room, and went to sleep quickly as he was tired.