Marissa Riva is the Italian mafia princess. She has been missing since she was 4. Kidnapped by her own mother.
The Riva family was mentally destroyed after her disappearance.
Then the father was gone too.
Leaving the six brothers with no hope, bro...
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"So go on. Be your worst version of yourself and become a fucking murderer." Matteo said then left.
I will never get used to my brothers yelling at me or being mad at me or being disappointed in me. It will always make me feel like shit, it will always make me want to cry, it will always hurt me, it will always scare me, it will always make me shut my mouth, it will always make me speechless.
This is my first time seeing Matteo mad, out of control. It's honestly very scary.
I flinched. Fuck me.
I remembered that I am nothing against my brothers.
I forgot for a moment that they are the Rivas and that's stupid of me to forget.
I am sitting here on the couch still shocked at the fact that first of all Matteo never killed anyone— I am finding a hard time believing that—and the fact that he yelled at me.
A tear escaped my eye as expected and I was fast to wipe it off.
Lorenzo and Antonio are still here staring at me. They also seem surprised at Matteo's being mad. Because we're all used to him being the joker.
I always bring out the worst in people.
I am lost now. I was sure about my decision. I want to kill Liam and Henry but Matteo is right.
Killing is dangerous even for the killer. It makes you less human every time you kill a human.
But I promise myself not to kill anyone after Liam and Henry.
However I am still going to kill them. I am obsessed with revenge. I love revenge and I will do anything to get it. I am also gonna kill John.
After I wiped that one tear, more tears were threatening to leave my eyes and I try to push them back but I can't which is usually something very easy for me.
I don't want to cry in front of Lorenzo and Antonio. Even Leo is not here! Not even Sandro!
The tears were falling and falling but quietly. My brothers are just looking at me and I feel the urge to speak because this is hurting me.
"I hate it when you guys yell at me. I hate it so much." I whimpered.
"It's for your own good. Honestly Marissa, in this topic, killing and all. I don't know what to say. It's definitely... bad. But I am doing it so I can't really say anything. So I am glad Matteo gave you that talk." Lorenzo said and I nodded.
I noticed that his tone is softer. Ever time I cry, their looks and voices soften and I love that. I love them so fucking much.
They don't know it but they are my heroes.
"Just so you know... you don't have to kill them. If you want them dead, we will just do it for you. Don't forget even if you decide not to do it we're still gonna do it." Tony said.
