𝐫𝐲𝐮𝐧. 𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐭.

moments with bang chan

THE "L" WORD
( 2013 )

"happy anniversary love," chan slid a hand around her waist and pressed a kiss to the corner of her mouth.

"you deserve better but," he laughed sheepishly, "this was all i could afford."

throwing her arms around his neck, "it's fine chris," she leaned into his body and he held her against him by the hips, "it's more than fine really. i love it, i love-"

she slapped a hand over her mouth before the words could slip out.

"i-i didn't mean that," she attempted to backtrack.

"you didn't mean what?" chan smirked down at her, his hold on her tightened when she attempted to squirm away.

"what i was about to say."

"what we're you about to say?"

she ducked her head into his chest to hide her embarrassment, "t-that i-i l-love y-you."

"oh? so you don't love me," chan asked with one eyebrow raised, "is that it then? one year together and you don't love me? should we break up?"

her head snapped up at that and her eyes widened comically, "no! no! i do love you! i just-"

chan burst out laughing, "i just- don't worry," he playfully mocked until he melted into a fond smile, "i love you too baby."

despite the rush of  heat she felt to her cheek, ryun scoffed, "you're an ass."

"that you love," he kissed her pouting lips.

THE FIGHT
( late 2015 )

"chris, guess what," ryun exclaimed excitedly.

"hmm?" bang chan hummed, peering down at his girlfriend's face. they were cuddling in her bed with ryun between his legs and her back to his chest. he had his arms around her.

her eyes nearly glowing with mirth, she intertwined her fingers with his, "so my company said they want to debut me next year."

"..."

"sometime around the middle of the year."

"..."

"i should start the preparations next week."

"..."

"i don't have my full team yet but daichi-san and jiah unnie are my manager and makeup artist! i hope they add moonie unnie too!"

"..."

"we don't know if my debut'll be a single or album, but i think it'll be an album. i already showed producer-nim some songs, he said they're good."

"..."

ryun stopped ranting when she noticed chan's lack of response, "eh? chris?" her free hand spammed his chin and she titled his head down to look at his face.

his expression was blank. the usual brown eyes she was used to looking at her with love and adoration were devoid of any warmth.

she ignored the sharp sting to her heart and instead playful scrunched up her face, "what's wrong~did i talk to fast for your pea-brain to understand?"

the giggle that built up in her throat quickly dissipated when she saw chan's face not change.

now she was worried.

"christopher seriously, what's wrong?" she pulled away from his embrace to sit across from him on her knees.

"did something happen? did i do something? was it something i said?" she questioned through furrowed eyebrows.