i'm back! i have not abandoned this fic, my 20s are just killing me. like every other week i'm going through some kind of crisis. in the span of the few months i've been gone — i got a new job finally working a 8-5 (better than 4-11:30pm), got in a car accident (my body hurts like a mofo), my baby brother started kindergarten, my sister graduated high school and started college, and i finally got ✨health insurance✨
so yeah 😅😮💨 i'm tired, but my birthday is at the end of this month and woozi just enlisted, so i had to come back!
i want plan to upload a chapter about ryun's reaction to his enlistment, but idk when that'll be out.
this chap, however, will be about hwasa and ryun! one of her most important relationships and the bridge between her first heart break, and her true love! i wanted to show this relationship some love since it's so overlooked (my fault) and do at least one chapter dedicated to it! hwasa is one of ryun's most important ppl, she deserves some love from it's author (moi).
in this episode, we answer the question: how did ryasa get together?
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ryun'sbreakupwith bang chan left her devastated and spiraling into a dark hole of negativity right before her debut.
she'll never admit it, but she almost went to her pd-nim and asked to cancel her debut. she'd felt as if everything she'd worked for was what ruined everything, and because she'd worked so hard and neglected her relationship then maybe that was what drove her and chan apart.
luckily she didn't end up talking to the pd-nim, instead she went to the first person could think of — her best friend.
hwasa had become a pillar of emotional stability and comfort for ryun, ever since they'd met in the bathroom while she sobbed over the death of her mother. hwasa, along with bang chan and her family, were the reason she made it through such a difficult time. she knew she needed her best friend's strength and comfortable in that moment.
hwasa became tired of ryun's moping over a man who didn't deserve her, so she forced her to go out one night. she thought that getting out of her dorm and away from everything that reminded her of chan, would help for one night.
they got dressed up and snuck it of their dorms. they went to a popular night club amount idol trainees, where they could let loose and have fun, without having to worry about their companies finding out.
she isn't a big drinker, but despite her dislike she agreed to drinking to drown her sorrow. she doesn't like being drunk, so she decided just to get tipsy. she'd decided a few drinks wouldn't hurt and maybe she could finally get some sleep at night without dreaming of chan.