athanasia POV:
"I love you my queen"
I froze up at his words .
did I hear correctly?
I looked at him dumbfounded.
he is analysing my reaction.
I can feel that he is a littel nervous
" hein..w-well...heu...I..mean..." I stutter not knowing what to say.
this is too sudden .
lucas love me?
he looked away from me .
was it disappointment in his eyes ?
does he think I dont love him back?
" its okay even if you reject me I will still try until you say yes.." he said looking away.
he seems sad ..
no no no ...I never wanted lucas to be sad because of me !!
" we should leave " lucas said as we were getting down.
I sense that the atmosphere changed
I dont know what to do.
I dont know if I like lucas in that way or not but..
" wait .lucas!" before he start walking,without thinking, I pulled him by his collar and kissed him
I can sense his eyes widening in shock.
yes I'm also shocked! dont worry you're not alone!!
after a few seconds he wrap his arms around my waist and kissed me back closing his eyes .
we stayed like that for a moment then we part away.
I'm sure my face is the same color as his eyes .
he stare at me clearly waiting for an explanation
although I'm embarassed as hell ,I opened my mouth.
" I...I..dont really know what to answer because I dont know what it means to be loved in that way...I ...mean "
I stutter ,not knowing how to put my thought into words
" what I mean is the only relationships I know is from books I used to read when I was younger ..I dont know if what I'm feeling for lucas is love but...
you're someone really special to me.. I can't possibly imagine a life without you and I really want you to stay by my side forever if possible "
" ...."
he is not answering is he upset ?
" while I dont have any experience in love ..maybe we can try? to be a c-couple I mean.."
no answer .
will....will lucas leave me because of my answer ?
I ..I dont want to lose lucas no matter what...
I start panicking .
the fear of losing lucas put me in a state where I couldn't do anything but worry.
I was looking at the floor waiting for a reply but instead I felt a pair of hands cupping my face and without having a time to react lucas pulled me and locked our lips
alright ,I can feel butterflies in my stomach like in the novels I read .
my heart beat so fast that it can explode
am I going to die because the god of beauty 1 is kissing me?!
his arms are wrap around me .
I'm totally at his mercy.
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"The weak and pitiful one become the strongest "
Fanfictionathanasia was a princess who only wanted her father's love no more , but her father only cared about her sister jennete , she always kept on trying without stop until one day because of an "event" she understand that there was no point in continuing...
