Love You Still (Jongho+San)

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Months had passed since San and Jongho broke up. And for all those months, San felt like shit. 

No matter what he did, he couldn't forget Jongho. San stopped going to his favorite places, not wanting memories of Jongho to play through his mind over and over again. 

He had stopped eating a lot a few weeks after they broke up. He became skinnier, his ribs showing after a few weeks and his cheekbones visible. San had even shut himself out from everyone

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"Sannie~ Come on please come out"? Yeosang asked. But he got no answer. 

"San"? Yeosang tried the door handle and it was unlocked so he walked in and looked around the house.

"Sannie? Are you here"? He called as he ran around the house but it was empty. 

"San"! Yeosang shouted. His phone soon rang and Yeosang answered it. 

"Hello"? He spoke.

"Sangie you answered! where are you"!? It was his boyfriend, Wooyoung. 

"I'm at San's. He's not here though. Why"? 

"Turn the news on"! Yeosang ran to San's tv and did what Wooyoung said and his eyes widened. The news was on and was on the bridge. The cameraman panned the camera to the edge to show a silver haired boy and Yeosang nearly screamed. 

"G-get Jongho there now"!! Yeosang shouted through the phone as he ran out of San's house. 

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San stood on the edge of the bridge, tears in his eyes. He had tried to get in contact with his friends but none had answered. 

"T-this life hated me so much... I just want it to end"... he whispered before he heard screams from behind him and someone called his name.

"Sannie"!! San turned to see Jongho running over. 

"J-Jongie"? Jongho reached the edge and looked up at San.

"What are you doing"? He asked.

"I-I just want all this to end... I-I can't do this anymore"... San whispered.

"Is this because we broke up? Why are you doing this over a break up"? 

"Cause I still love you"!! San shouted. Jongho fell silent as San sniffled. 

"I still love you... I-I thought I could get over you but I love you too much Jongie... I didn't want us to end... I want you in my life! I want you to tell me it was all a bad dream and hug me from behind! I want out little cuddle sessions again"! San cried. Jongho looked at him, unable to speak. San turned back around to face off the bridge before someone hugged him from behind and pulled him down. 

"I-I'm so sorry Sannie... I-I do still love you... I-I just had so much on my mind that I didn't know how I'd go in the relationship... Please don't jump"... Jongho whispered. He held San close to him and San cried in his arms. 

"San please don't cry. I'm not leaving again"... San turned in Jongho's arms and looked at him.

"R-really? Y-you wont leave again"? 

"I won't. I'm sorry I did. I put you through hell with me breaking up with you. C-can we... try again bby"? San sniffled as Jongho wiped his tears. 

"Y-yes... I love you so much Jongie"! 

"I love you too Sannie. And I'm sorry again". 

"I-it's ok"... San whispered as they hugged. 

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while. But I hope you enjoy this oneshot.

I'll try to update again soon.

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