A Soldier's Life

Chapter 44 - Presents!

Scarlett's POV:

Oh my God! We were so close to kissing! I wanted nothing more than to feel her soft lips on mine. I could kill Lizzie. Why is it every time we get close to each other, something, or someone, comes along to interrupt us? I was surprised by Y/n's confidence when she said she wanted to carry it on later. It kicked something off inside of me and I couldn't resist teasing her.

Taking this newfound confidence, I helped to strap her boot back up and made sure to run my finger down her thigh, when I pulled the trouser leg down. In this moment I was so incredible turned on, all I wanted to do was kick everyone out, so it was just the two of us. That suit, the crop top, she just looks stunning, and I want nothing more than for her to be mine.

I don't know what's come over me. Ok well that's a lie, I'm well on my way to being drunk, but there are these feelings I've not had before and I'm liking it. I'm attracted to Y/n, more than I ever thought possible. The best feeling of all of this, is I think that Y/n feels the same.

Before I went and screwed everything up, neither of us knew what the other was feeling. It was all so complicated. Y/n thought I was still engaged and straight, I was so confused in my own feelings and was still worried about getting hurt after Colin that I ignored any signs. We were both just a bit of a mess. Then I went to being a grade A bitch and Y/n almost died, forcing me to really take a look at what I was feeling.

I had never been more scared to lose somebody in my life. At the time, I had known her for like 3 months and she had become the subject of all my thoughts. It was like I was addicted to her but in complete denial. Now, it feels like we're both on the same page and heading in the same direction. Maybe, just maybe this will work. I sure hope that it does.

I stood back a little bit as I watched as everyone gathered around Y/n and started to give their presents. I observed Y/n and I could see the genuine gratitude and appreciation she had in her face. After our brief talk about her childhood, it made me realise that for Y/n, it's not about the physical things, but about the people and the memories that she spends her time with.

Everyone took their turn to give Y/n her presents. The cast love Y/n and couldn't wait to celebrate her birthday with her. They had all gotten her such thoughtful gifts. Evans was very proud of his gift as he handed over a box to Y/n. As she opened it she pulled out toy cars which made Y/n scrunch her face up curiously as Chris had a proud look. "It's technically a present for all of us." He explained, making us even more confused. Also in the box was a toy trophy, a checkered flag and a winners podium. 

Y/n then got to a little booklet sat at the bottom of the box and grinned widely. "What is it?" Lizzie asked and Chris jumped into explain. "It's a go-karting racing day. I booked it out for a day. They hold loads of qualifying races and then there is a final race for the best drivers of the day. They even do a small circuit for the kids." He said excitedly and I'm pretty sure he got this for himself more than her, but it's a great idea and another opportunity for us to all hang out together. 

Y/n grinned and thanked Chris. "This is amazing. I should warn you that I'm very competitive. Such a great idea." She said, playing with one of the toy cars. Once Y/n had finished hugging Chris, Tom stepped forward next.  I watched as he approached with an apprehensive look on his face. He handed over an envelope to Y/n who carefully opened it and her eyes went wide. "I know that I screwed up." Tom started. "That's for sure." Robert mutter, but loud enough for everyone to hear.

Y/n quickly turned and scowled at Robert who was also receiving a swift slap to his arm from Susan. "No, he's right. I let you and Ava down and I hope that this might be the start to making that back up. I want to take both you and Ava to the LA Galaxy V Portland game in the new year. I've booked a hospitality suite so you can be treated how we should have treated you last time." Tom explained. Y/n sat there clearly feeling a little emotional.