Pudikalana comments il kazhuvi oothavum .____________________________________
Teju noticed the duo was unusually quiet . Arnav avoiding the conversation felt normal but Sakshi was silent throughout .
" Heyy edachum aiducha Sakshi " she asked with concern .
Sakshi nodded a no and continued having food .
Arnav completed his food and went to his room quickly .
Sakshi looked at Teju , " akka en room la paint paniyachu , arrange pananum en kuda vareengala "
Teju nodded .
Sakshi and Teju were unpacking .
" akka enaku avara pudicha thapa " she asked out of nowhere .
Teju understood her , " enachu Sakshi "
Sakshi exhaled sharply , " I kissed him "
Teju concealed her shock by plastering a smile , " seri " she dragged
" on cheeks dan " she panicked and uttered
" avan ena panan " Teju asked .
Sakshi's mind played the moment and small smile captured her lips adorningly , " avarum enaku forehead la kiss panaru "
Teju understood by now Arnav is overwhelmed with his feelings .
" seri ipo na ena da panatum " Teju asked
" akka enaku avara pudichiruku " she declared confidently
" 1 month la solra " Teju asked her
" akka enta enda nimisham unaku pudichidhu keteengana aduku answer ila " sincerity reflected in her voice .
" avanta poi pesu , enaku idea ve ila da and ipodikku na kelambren , see u later " teju said since this can only be handled by him .
She cant falsely give high hopes at the same time she cant shatter her friend's life by asking her step back , especially a woman like Sakshi would make a perfect pair for him .
Sakshi went to his room while he was busy talking to his chief .
He signalled her to go while she nodded negatively and stayed back .
He finished off his phone call and asked her what .
He was definitely in an emotional chaos and her approaching him directly is definitely not a good sign .
" Arnav na unga kita konjam pesanum " she said nervously .
" Before that lemme talk " Arnav said .
She quizzically looked at him .
" I am not what you think " he said .
He turned his face not able to see her anymore .
" I was a drug addict during my teen , and I killed my father " he choked his words .
She touched his arms while he slowly took his hands out of her hold .
His eyes were watery , " My father was in prestigious position in police department , enoda drug addict nala , the pleasure I got in that was unmatchable and euphoric , enaku drug venum nra ore reason kaga , I got drugs in exchange of some of his important files " his eyes were continuously shedding tears .
She looked at his pathetic state and held his arms .
This time he didnt dodge anymore .
" Anda files na kuduthadu vera yarkum ila Abrim dan , avanum oru aal kita work panitu irundaan , ipo Abrim dan anda position la irukaan , avanoda boss ah potu thallitu " he smiled painfully .
" My appa committed suicide and the guilt was immeasurable , evlo vali vedanai anuba vichen enaku dan teriyum " he closed his eyes finally letting out his tears .
" Ena totally mathikiten , apram drugs paatha oru verupu varum la adhu dan , my mom got married again , aana enala accept panika mudila avangala , infact avangalum ena accept panikala , idan reason na thaniya irukarthuku "
Sakshi didnt know when her eyes became moist .
She neared him slowly and hugged him , " u ll be okay "
He pushed her gently , " am broken inside , ena fix lam pana mudiyadhu , and sympathy paathu en kita varadhe , oru naal unaiyum na hurt paniduven , lets stop this before it proceeds further and na onum nalavan ila inda mission la na enda alavuku povenu unaku purinjirukum , na personal aavum adi vaangi iruken "
" Arnav lets " she was about to say something .
" Enaku un mela edum ila , nee kiss pana na paniten avlodan , lets concentrate on the mission , ida seekrama mudika sollu chief solirukaru " he said with the heavy heart but didnt even reflect an ounce of huŕt on his face .
She stood still , she felt the feelings were mutual . She understood him . He isnt complicated but a complex personality .
She smiled with tears , " I am ready for the mission "
As soon as she left , he plopped on his bed .
He felt a ray of hope , a ray of happiness in his life when he met her . But its not safe to draw a happy go lucky girl into his web of darkness .
He wiped away the tears and closed his eyes , " I love you Sakshi "
He cant think Vidyut as easy as she thinks . Vidyut was his original name but before joining the mafia , he was called Abrim by his peers .
Arnav took these many years to get close to him . He wanted to take revenge not for his ownself but for the city . He knew his illegal activities of lust and drugs .
The only goal for him is there shouldnt be another Arnav anymore .
Sakshi was perplexed , she couldnt think straight .
She exhaled sharply , " inda mission mudichitu ena vena decide panalam " she slept without thinking much .
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She woke up in the middle of the night , she knocked his door .
" enachu " he asked in a sleepy tone .
" unga amma kita pesa try paneengala "
" Inda time la idu mukiyame ila , kelmabu " he was about to close the door .
" Unga amma ta pesunga , contact her , atleast unga akka " she asked in a soft tone .
" akka oda marriage na attend panala , i dont know nee poi thungu , its all over " Arnav said and again tried to shut the door .
She paused , " over nu nambala nenachika kudadu Arnav , I am saying you , namba over nu nenaipom but you dont know how much it multiplies just like my feelings on you " she said .
He closed his eyes in frustation , " inda feelings mannangatti ya cut panu , inda dialogues nee enta sola kudadhu , avanta solanum ada vitutu chuma paithiyam mari "
He was about to finish but was rewarded with a tight slap on his face .
" en feelings ah asinga paduthadeenga , no na no solunga avlodan " she yelled .
" Unga amma ta sorry keteengala ? neriya soneengale , haaan avanga inoru life partner thedi ponadhu pudikala solreengale " she was in a commanding questioning tone .
he interrupted , " enala accept panika mudila dan sonen " he corrected her
" whatever , en neenga oruthi ya love paneenga dana iduku munadi , na neenga true feelings anda ponnu mela vechirundeenganu dan nambren , apo enta poi ya va irundeenga , love failure apram love na correct , oru marriage failure apram inoru marriage thapa ? love or marriage both are just relationships " she made a stern point .
she looked at his eyes , her words softened , " try pani parunga Arnav , try to talk to them , enakaga solala , ungalukaaga solren " she said and left .
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