Lost In Time (Druig)

Chapter 10: Day Trip

It has been a few days since Druig and I first shared the bed with each other, at the same time declared our love for one another. However, I still don't know if it's really an one time thing for now, as I am not picturing Druig as a relationship kind of person.

I just know he'd experienced alot overtime, alot of different aspects of life, which means he probably didn't stay at one place for a long amount of time. It means he probably never had any relationship if you want to compare with love, but I guess I'll never know. 

As for now, he's certainly not going anywhere either. I know he will stay here as he has been for the last twenty generations of our people now. And overtime, the love slowly began to grow for both of us, as I finally accepted it instead of doubting about it for days.

I feel save whenever I'm with him, and I feel loved, as he sometimes can't spend a day without me, knowing it feels right. 

Especially now, the mind controller started to take extra care of me whenever I see him after a working day. Most of the time we spend the nights together when we have time for each other, but it doesn't mean he also gives me some private time whenever I want to.

We hang out, we swim in the river on a hot day, we kiss, and yes, we make love. Knowing he can do different stuff with me whenever we do it, I carefully once asked him to mind control me, and to be honest, it wasn't that bad as I expected it to be.

Druig knowing he still wants to have control, even if he is very vulnerable with me I can just see it written all over his face.

Meanwhile, everyone is still making sure everything is up and running in the village, but that's ofcourse a standard routine. Life's goes on when your expecting it at the least moments. Well, taking care of the village is Druig's task, while I still teach the students their classes during the day.

Yesterday, for example they had biology class, and I tried to learn them as much as possbile about the human evolution. The children had a hard time with writing down their questions and answers, as I talked a lot about different evolutionary processes, which can be difficult to learn. 

I'll have to be honest, I also think biology is a difficult subject to teach the children. It includes sometimes very difficult words for them to learn, but just like history class, they have to learn it to increase their knowledge about everything. 

Still, I prefer teaching history class, and that won't change for a fact. 

Talking about history; even if he sometimes brought my mind somewhere else to think about, there were still some days my brain was processing the day where everything changed for me; the moment I went back into his memory to see myself in Tenochtitlan.

Luckily, it wasn't every day when I thought about it, because I still have a life here in the Amazon, which kept my mind from it very often. But whenever I was alone in my cabin, especially on those evenings, I couldn't stop thinking about it.

Some wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word. 

I thought the pain was somehow lessened, trying to forget about it to hide it, but I guess it isn't that easy as I thought it was. Somehow, I thought the wound was gone, only to be triggered yet again.

It means I still haven't accepted the truth yet, knowing it's something I need to find out before the wound can truly heal. Maybe I accepted it for a moment when Druig and I first made love, but it was also a moment where my mind was all over the place.

I wasn't thinking straight, only thinking about him, which made me close the wound for a while, only to be opened again when I am alone sometimes. 

I guess I really have no other choice but to accept it, even tho I don't know the entire truth. I do want to know the truth, but I don't know where to fucking start.