ain't first, ain't last

7

i wouldn't breathe if  it's too late to jump off the cliff.
with this insanity grief, i can even hardly focus to see how could i reach you out  standing oblivious of your own shelf busy fixing your own crack— i bet you are love wrecked.

although i know it's against the hands of the clock, but would you please notice me even in the slightest glimpse?

can you hear me?!

loving you without your consent is like a 7.5 magnitude. you've got me stayed in the epicenter feeling like the barometer. i never realized how destructive it was not until it hit me big time.

seafloor smashed.

faults crashed.

i can't help it—i'm too drowned.

the tsunami in my belly screaming who are you on the top of my lungs. what a bittersweet stupid chemicals.

oh darling, call me freak if that's what you think.  before you could even catch me i already jumped off to that cliff.

again, stupid chemicals! if you don't get it. it's the love that i planted, whom you did not even bothered to water.