ain't first, ain't last

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i can't still ignore you that even if my eyes were close, it is still your invisible presence which is teasing me to fight the urge of taking off to dreamland and not to leave you on read that's why in return you tend to leave me on read instead.

i'm somehow glad because as time passed by i am slowly recognizing how expensive my worth is and how it should be earned. i just turned blind eye when all i can visualize is you.

but this time, i won't be selfish to myself. i want it to break free, bringing the lessons that you taught me on how i should need to prioritize myself, too.