ain't first, ain't last

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soul, if i have only one wish...

i badly want
someone who
will understands
why i hide in a
non-melodious
track under the
blanket of stellars
though i am also
in a dynamic
state of mind.

i want that someone
to sit beside me
even if it's
miles away.

i don't really mind
of that as long as
that someone
is willing to
dive the mariana
trench in me
and will hold
my wrist above
to breath life
again.

i want that
someone who
knows how
not to pull
my trigger,
even that someone
is same kind
of mine
who's also
beyond repair.

and we could just
be comfortable sitting
in silence,
while valuing
each  other's presence.