once again, i get back to the things i used to do. this is so blue that i couldn't put the pieces by just using a glue. every seconds of every breath I take, there is you i couldn't get out of my head.
they say feelings fade and so as people change, but why i am still here?
waiting.
hoping.
that i have also a place in there 'cause you know even though how many times i get hurt because of you. i won't let go easily but if you want me to. then, i won't go against you.
just let me know who you want to go, so i can set you free to someone you are truly happy with. hold on a little. i'm going to take the chance to say this.
you are not a second option for every choice i had. you're the only one i always pick for in my eyes you are the most precious thing i appreciated that i won't describe as perfect nor holistic. but the only person i love to check and the only person i'm praying to take.
i'm willing to take the risk that being hurt is not an unfamiliar thing when i am in your place nor in my palace of grimace, so be it.
i wouldn't mind how much do i bleed. always remember that my feelings won't flee.
someday, i would love me.
YOU ARE READING
ain't first, ain't last
Şiirto be one's saturn. [old poetry collection for someone we could never have]
