ain't first, ain't last

60

it's been a while,
and sensing you
getting distant from me
is such a trouble
in my array.

no worries,
i clearly understand
that we have own
issues in our plate.

i highly respect
if you'd like to order
a lil' privacy for some
peace of mind.

but please be always
reminded that
you've been so
selfless for others,
and choosing yourself
once in a while
is not a selfish deed.

' cause fighting
for yourself
is all worth the risk.

although
i don't have any idea
if you are alright,
but i do prayed
you're doing great
each passing day,

given that
we are between
miles away from
each other.

i may not know where is
your exact location,
but i can guarantee that
here, in this beating organ
you are one of my
best motivations
and the reason why
i'm thriving to create
a better version of myself.

you don't know how much
grateful i am that God
allowed me to cross our paths.

thank you for the solid years
you've been my safest place.
a wishful prayer,
i hope this wouldn't
ends here.