ECSTASY // B.E

t w e n t y - f i v e

b i l l i e

i looked in the mirror a final time. there was a knock on the door, which was quickly followed by shark's paws hitting the floor as he ran over to the door. i shook my head with a laugh as i walked out of my room to see him almost trip over his own feet.

i walked over to the door, gently pushed sharky back, then opened it. i smiled as i saw jessie on the other side of the door. they were holding a bouquet of my favorite flowers. she was wearing a pair of black joggers, paired with some graphic tee.

"hi, princess," they murmured. her eyes trailed down, and i watched as a faint blush rose to their cheeks. "you look gorgeous. wow."

"hi, baby," i smiled. i glanced down at my outfit, then back up at her. "you think so?"

"i do," she bit her lip. they placed their free hand on the small of my back, and they gently pulled me closer. "c'mere, angel."

i hooked my arms around her neck as she pulled me closer. "pretty girl," they murmured as they glanced at my outfit again. she brought me into a kiss, which we both melted into.

when we pulled back, i looked at her outfit again. "you look handsome, mama," i complimented sweetly.

"yeah?" they raised a brow as they gave a lazy smirk. my eyes trailed down when they did, and i saw that they were wearing their grillz today.

"yeah," i confirmed lowly as i pulled my bottom lip between my teeth and held eye contact with her.

"thank you," she told me softly, then pecked my lips.

"of course," i replied.

she pulled back some, and she held up the bouquet of flowers with a grin. "i gotchu these."

i couldn't help but grin as well, because they honestly have one of the most contagious smiles ever, and they're just adorable. "thank you, jess," i told her as i kissed her cheek.

"it's no problem," they assured as they blushed.

i stepped back, and i stepped inside for a moment. i set the flowers on my counter until we got back and i could put them in a vase. i walked back over to jj after i grabbed my keys and wallet.

"you ready, princess?" she raised a brow.

i nodded. they took my hand in their's, and they lead me out of my apartment complex and to their car. she opened the passenger door for me, waited until i got situated, shut the door, then walked around to the driver's seat.

<~~~~~>

a bit later, me and jessie are at some park. she grabbed a few bags from her trunk, then softly told me to follow her.

we walked over to a tree. it was fairly sunny out for the middle of december, so i was glad for the shade that the tree provided.

jess set out a blanket for us to sit on, then held my hand as i sat down in a way that wouldn't let my skirt show anything. they watched with a cute smile as i did before they sat down as well.

she then set one of the bags in front of her as she sat crisscrossed. she pulled out some paint, which was followed by two pairs of air forces. "i thought we could, like... paint these, and then give them to each other, you know? i dunno, like..." they shrugged with a shy smile on their face.

"that's cute, baby; i love it," i assured with a small laugh as i leaned over to give her a quick kiss.

"okay, cool," they murmured. "have you ever customized a pair of shoes before?" she quizzed as she handed me one of the pairs of air forces. she started to get paint out too.

"yeah, actually," i nodded. "when i was, like, fourteen, or some shit, i had these superstars, and i took all the laces out. i cut the tongue out, and i flipped it to the other side of the shoe, and i sewed it in. i couldn't really walk in them, but i was just proud that i created them myself," i laughed.

"that's sick," she laughed too. "i have a few times, but i haven't in a while."

we started painting the shoes. we talked a bit, though we were mostly silent because of how focused we were on painting the shoes. i liked it though; it was oddly comforting.

i was painting black flames around the shoes. i wrote "i wish it tortured me" on the midsoles.

when we were done painting, we showed the other the shoes.

"yo, these are fire," my eyes widened as i looked at the ones they painted. "yo, catch me wearing these every day. these are dope as hell."

they laughed loudly as i continued on about the shoes. "okay, but let's talk about these? these are dope. i love them."

"maybe, but these are more dope," i shook my head.

"nah," she argued, then quickly pecked my lips to stop me from arguing that her's are better.

<~~~~~>

me and jj have been at the park for a while now. we've just been enjoying each other's presence, talking, cuddling up while laying across the blanket...

and maybe making out a bit...

okay, making out a lot...

"you know... creo que eres muy bonita," jj murmured.

translation: i think you're very pretty.

i bit back a smile, and i rested my forehead against her's.

i still have no clue what she's saying, but again, she sounds hot when she speaks spanish.

"what did you say?" i giggled. i pressed my lips to their's a few times.

they let out a small hum. "so, bonita means pretty, okay? muy means very, right? so, what do you think i said, princess?"

i hesitated for a moment, then let out a small laugh. "that i'm very pretty?"

she flashed a smile. "yeah. well, i said i think you're very pretty, but it's close enough."

i smiled, and i felt my face flush. "thank you, baby."

"of course," they simpered. they gave me a few kisses. "i don't just think that though; you are very pretty."

i smiled shyly, and i buried my face into her chest. she laughed a bit as she pulled me close to her.

<~~~~~>

a/n ayooo

thoughts?

predictions?

anything you wanna see?

i'm blanking🧍‍♀️

how are y'all?

anyways

BILLIE LOOKS SO GOOD SKDKJF

and the lil interview with emma was so cute pls— love them sm

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