"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you."
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two broken souls heal each other.
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started: 4/9/2022
ended: 6/27/2022
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b i l l i e
"so, how are things with you and jessie?" ivy asked as she playfully nudged my shoulder.
"they're really good," i smiled a bit shyly. "we both have a key to each other's apartment now."
"awh. that's good. you got cuffed though, and i haven't seen you since. what, have you two been locked away in your apartments, just fucking, or something?" she questioned teasingly.
"well..." i trailed off.
"damn, for real?" her eyes widened a bit.
"not all the time, but a lot," i laughed.
i thought we couldn't keep our hands off each other before, but ever since they asked me to be their girlfriend...
i'm definitely not complaining. i'd let them break my back any day of the week, with no regrets.
"shit, must be nice," she chuckled. "how is it?"
"bitch," i sent her a look. "you have no idea. it is— no words can describe it."
as i spoke, my thoughts couldn't help but drift to how i've spent the last two or so months.
on the couch, against the wall, in the shower, over the counter, on the floor, in the backseat of my car, in the bed, in front of the mirror.
god, don't even get me started on in front of the mirror...
"all i can say, is she is kinky as hell, bro," i let out a laugh.
"must be nice," she repeated as she snickered. "i love that for you."
i playfully rolled my eyes. "that's not all we do though. we've been on a few more dates since we made everything official, which were fun. we've watched each other's favorites shows and movies, cuddled a lot. i dunno, it's just been really nice. i'm content with how things are right now."
"awh," she cooed. "seriously, i'm really happy for you, bil. you deserve them and this so much."
"thank you. i'm glad i'm at a point where i can recognize that i deserve this," i smiled softly. "jess really came into my life at the perfect time; if she would've came into it any sooner, i honestly don't think we would've worked out. i wasn't in a good headspace, and i feel like i would've self-sabotaged it all."
she pulled me close, and she squeezed me comfortingly. "i'm glad you're at that point too; i love seeing you happy."
"thank you," i told her again as i sunk in her embrace.
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a while later, i'm still hanging out with ivy. we're both getting our nails done, something i haven't done in years.
