Sana: No one gonna be here when i need them the most
Sana: Yup literally no one...well..they don't understand what i feel right now huh
*Wind hitting Sana's face*
Sana: I've tried to be strong..i've tried to be a better person but still not enough...no one appreciate me..no one realise that i'm slowly drowning into darkness..no one will gonna find me if i'm death
*Another wave of wind hitting her face*
Sana: I know i know it's dangerous but i'm fucking tired with my life...i just want to die so i don't need to deal another problem..i want to hurt myself but i still love my body..i'm such a mess right now..i can't think properly..all i want is to cry myself out, hurt myself and scream until i can't..
Sana: Faking my happiness is tiring me...wearing mask to hide my true feelings..this is bullshit..how many mask do i wear everyday and still no one notice a single differences in me..
Sana fell on her knee while hitting her chest: IT'S HURT..IT'S HURT SO BAD..I FEEL LIKE I'M USELESS😭..i'm not good enough to be in this group..i'm such a useless daughter..*about to grab the sharp stone*
Tzuyu: UNNIE..UNNIE NO *Pull her into hug* no unnie..that's not good
Sana: LET ME BE! I WANNA DIE
Tzuyu: Shhh unnie i'm here..i'm here
Sana: LIAR..YOU ALL ARE..YOU ALWAYS SAID THAT BUT STILL YOU'RE NOT BY MY SIDE..e-every day i'm getting down..your bubbly Sana unnie is already buried inside where she is trap with darkness..i don't want to be like this Tzuyu~ah..help me please..i'm tired..i want to die
Tzuyu: Unnie you'll be fine..i'll take care of you..let's go on hiatus and fix yourself
Sana: Your Sana unnie want to leave this group Tzuyu~ah
Tzuyu: No she won't..Sana unnie that i know will never give up..she always love her fans..she love her members..but she will never forget to love herself...
Sana: You're funny Tzuyu~ah..just let me be *about to grab the sharp stone again*
Tzuyu: NO! *Throw the stone far away*
Sana: WHAT THE FUCK TZUYU..LET ME BE..GET AWAY FROM ME *Try to get away from the hug while scream in agony*
Tzuyu: *Hug her tightly and rub her back* ....
Sana: Just let me be Tzuyu~ah..you don't need me in that group anymore😭
Tzuyu: We still need you..we all do..it will be nine or none..Twice will not be Twice if it is not nine
Sana: *Punch her not too strong trying to push away from Tzuyu's hug* 😭😭
Tzuyu: You need rest Sana unnie..let's go home..i'll be taking care of you until you're good as always
Sana: I can go home alone
Tzuyu: I can't leave you like this on this state
Sana: Carry me please🥺
Tzuyu: If that make you happy okay i'll do anything for my Sana unnie☺️
Sana: How did you know i'm here
Tzuyu: You think i didn't notice you all this time unnie...i'm observing you cause day by day you're changing..i don't know what the rest see you but i notice it that's why i followed you
Sana: Tzuyu~ah🥺
Tzuyu: I'm always here if you need someone unnie..don't let it buried deep inside your heart cause it will damaging you..now look at you..
Sana: That's why you're my favourite person Tzuyu~ah
Tzuyu: You always my favourite person unnie☺️
Sana: I'll just...sleep on your back
Tzuyu: Okay..sleep well unnie....
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