💚KomaHina/SaiOma💜 OneShots

🥀"Hanahaki..."🥀(Part 4)(Shuichi×Kokichi)

Kokichi's PoV:

I was exhausted.
Absolutely exhausted.
I was tired of the fictional disease that was ruining my life.After I told Shuichi how I felt about him,things we never the same.

From how he reacted when I told him,you would assume he liked me back but I wasnt getting any better,which meant...our feelings werent mutual.I had no idea what to do.

My symptoms were getting worse as everyday passed.It was getting to the point where I would stay bed ridden for hours and hours on end and it would get harder and harder to hide my condition from my parents.

One day,Shuichi and I were at my house as my parents were out for a couple days again.

Shuichi was hugging me close as I laid limp in his arms.My body was burning and my head was foggy.My breathing was uneven and my vision was becoming blurry.

"Kokichi?Are you awake?"

Shuichi asks.
I nod slowly.My throat was sore and it kinda of hurt to speak.

"How do you feel?"

He adds,gently stroking my hair.
I felt my heart begin to break as my eyes become teary.

"I....feel horrible.I just...want this to be over!"

I sob,wheezing quietly as my body was ready to give out on me.
Shuichi just hugged me closer and comments...

"This is all my fault..."

Shuichi sniffles,on the verge of tears.
If we were being realistic,yes,it was all his fault but I wouldnt dare blame him...it was my fault for falling for him in the first place.

"Its okay,Shu.All you have to do is fall for me...then we'll be fine."

I laugh,tears still rolling down my face.All I could do is laugh at my own misfortune.Shuichi stays quiet.

He then holds my face and kisses me again,his thumb gently wiping away my tears as he does so.After he breaks the kiss,he stares at me...like he was expecting something...

"Huh...I see..."

Shuichi frowns.
I was confused but had no time to ask since my throat and lungs began to burn.I put my hand to my mouth and proceed to cough up blood and afew red carnation petals.My chest was on fire.

I look down at my hand to see petals lying in a pool of blood in my palm.With a tissue nearby,I clean off my hand.I let out an exhausted wheeze as I go back limp in Shuichi's arms.

"Im so sick of this..."

I mutter.
Shuichi strokes my back comfortingly,since he didnt know what else to do.I was just happy to be in his arms,its what I longed for.

"Kokichi.I think...we should tell your parents about your...illness."

Shuichi suggests.
I look up at him and say...

"Are you crazy?They'll freak out!"

"Thats a good indication that they'll care about whats wrong with you!"