𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒐𝒏 ➼ 𝒋.𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒔

thirty one :

i slowly opens the both of my eyes and i realise i am sleeping in jonathan's arm, without realising it. what have we done last night. i look at the clock and its
already 11:30 am. we are going to running late to the set of two came back today. oh my god, but the filming starts around 2 its fine im okay. i wake him up slowly and he hugs me

'i'll be up in 10 more minutes please' he says and i slowly pushes his hands away from me

'okay but what do you want for breakfast? im calling it breakfast because its not even 12 yet' i laugh a bit and he chuckles but his eves are still unopened. cute

'anything, and please do it with love' he jokes and i laughs

'stopp! you better be up in 10 minutes before i come back up here' i says and he nods then continues to sleep

i go downstairs and try to make some pancakes for us.  ive learn this stuffs since i was kid, when my mom left for her tour. i made an early preparation hehe. but i knew how to cook just i dont let people eat my cookings except jon who had my pasta last night. i kind of remember leo always came for a breakfast at my place. i miss him. STOP IT LIA SHUT UP DONT BE LIKE THIS.

i manage to finish the stuffs im doing then put it on the table. well jonathan should be coming downstairs before i go back up there

'IM UP LIA IM ON MY WAY DOWN DONT COME UP!'

i hear him and i laughs. he's so adorable . ughh just stay with me forever! he then come downstairs and sit infront of me. we are eating the breakfast and then going to get ready for the first day on set. everything goes like so quick. i never feel like so happy doing these stuffs like maybe because im 20 now? maybe who knows. right now we are doing the scene where susan meets jason. well jon looks good in that kind of good with the outfit no lie

after a few shoots,we are all having a bit break. i am looking forward for the boat sinking and stuffs but yeah one problem is we are gonna be like soaking wet again. thats what i hate it. i need to kiss this guy i dont know but im scared like i need to do another on screen kiss after jonathan. oh lets do another on screen kiss after jonathan. oh lets see he's gonna be like so jealousy over the person

'wait uhm she cant kiss you' he says and then the both of us look at him

"why not?' my co star ask and i try not to laugh

'well she have phobias' jonathan says and i laughs.

'What phobias ? can you tell me jon? stop being funny' he laughs so does jon and the others

"phobias of jealousy' i says and they all laugh too

the camera starts to roll, i kissed the person, jon really is look like he's jealous over the person. i know the way he look like that really is jealous. oh my god i feel bad but i have to do it. after that we all ended the first day of shooting. hehe . jonathan dont even start any conversations while driving. i feel scared seriously. i mean yeah i know he might be having the questions in his mind that i dont know. oh god please jonathan dont ask me stupid stuffs

"who's the great kisser ? me or him' he ask and i seriously want to throw myself out now

'what kind of question is that jonathan? are you serious?' i ask him and he stops his car

OH MY GOD IM SHAKING. HE IS STILL THE SAME 19 YEARS OLD WHO GET JEALOUS OF EVERYTHING HELP HELP

'can you answer me please?' he ask and looks at me.

"why do you need to know? i mean are you seriously going to wait for me to give u the answer?' i ask him back and he nod

'nothing can ever change the way i feel about your kiss towards me brandis, even though leo have kissed me for like so many times but yours are still my favourite and will always be my favourite' i says
he then kisses me i cant even stop myself from kissing him back. this feelings of mine towards him are growing more and more if we keep on doing this.

he gives the most passionate kiss that i've felt, the sweetest touch on my face makes me even wanted more than that WAIT LIA STOP! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING! he then let go of the kiss but i still trying to reach out for him. STOP IT LIA HE STOPPED ALREADY!!

" just want to make sure you're okay by kissing another people' he gives the excuses by kissing me

'dont worry, im okay.' i says and he smiles

"¡ love you lia,' he says and i nod

"i know jon, i adore you' we then hugs eachother

he drives me home. drop me off. i told him to get back to his parents because i need a time alone for script studying but actually i dont need that. i should tell jonathan about my feelings towards him everytime i close my eyes, i just want him to be with me. that's my wish.