Friends with passion *Greys anatomy*

𝟭𝟱. 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻 {𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗜'𝗺 𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗻 𝗮𝗴𝗮𝗶𝗻}

Esme woke up and groaned. All that she could think over was what she had done and she felt sick. She had ended it with Jackson and she hated herself.

Esme knew that she was struggling with herself and her identity since she found out Arizona was her mom and she knew how she was cruel and she hated it

Esme looked to see Chloe as she walked in and smiled "are you okay" Chloe asked as Esme looked to her and nodded

"I'm fine" Esme said as Chloe looked to her

"Do I need to call Jackson?" Chloe asked as she stood eating her cereal bar

"You can try but I doubt he will come"

"What do you mean?" Chloe asked as Esme sat up and sighed. She ran a hand through her hair

"It's nothing"

"'and mark got back together and you nearly died a lot has happened. Talk to me" Chloe said

"and I broke up with Jackson and my sister is my mommy" Esme said causing Chloe to choke on her coffee

"hold up you dumped big cock Jackson whet the fuck" Chloe said as she looked to Esme.

She got into the bed next to Esme and frowned "are you okay?" Chloe asked

"No I'm not okay. He's too good for me chlo...I'm a product of a rape and he deserves better then me and right now I don't even know who I am. I miss him and I love him and I hate this" Esme said as Chloe wrapped an arm around her

"Tell to him. Tell him how you feel. Jackson loves you and he will understand" Chloe said as Esme sighed

"I can't" Esme said as she felt the tears roll down her face. Esme felt as if she deserved this pain. Her father was Taoist. She was the product of a rape and she felt as if what she deserved

"You are so stubborn but I'm your best friend. I'm your person. I'm here for you" Chloe said

•••
Esme walked into the residents lounge as she saw Jackson as he stood with April. She looked to him as they held a look before she sat down as Chloe sat with her.

Esme could feel people looking at her. She was the girl who was shot and she was annoyed "when is the staring going to stop?" Esme asked

As soon as the novelty wears off just ignore them and talk to Jackson" Chloe said as Esme smiled

"I don't even know what to say to him. Besides he can't even look at me" Esme said as Chloe smiled

"Well your going to have to talk to him as your both of altmans service today" Chloe said as Esme looked to her and groaned

"Brilliant. Just what I need" Esme said as she ran her hands through her hair.

She knew how she had to spend the day with Jackson in a case and they couldn't even look at each other or talk to each other. Esme had no idea how she was going to do it

•••

"Linda Cotler, age 51, has been here three times in the last eight years for removal of malignant myxomas from her heart" jackson said as he presented the case