the light in his dark

Part 3

We are thursday morning. I mean early morning. I woke up at 5am because i have dance this morning but i'm really exausted. Kellie was awake because she wanted to be perfect for tonight. 

She told me yesterday i think... or maybe the day before, i don't really remember that she and Travis had decided to have a dinner so Kellie could meet Travis' best friend and she wanted me to be there so she could feel safer. At first I didn't want because I had to study and especially I was giving dance lessons tonight but she eventually managed to convincre me. I mean she always does so it's not a surprise. 

I was in my bedroom getting ready since Kellie was in the bathroom. I walk to the door and she is in the shower so i open the door for her to  hear me " i'm going now i see you after" i wait 5 secondes before she answers "okay honey have fun. love you" "love you too". 

The day is young and the sun has pointed the tip of his nose 1 hours earlier. I love Thursday because i have dance early in the morning so every Thursday i can see the landscape, the sun behind the trees, the merchants open their shop, the fresh breeze when we're in the shade and the young sun chased her away. It's my favorite part of the day and i'm gratful for seeing this every weeks. 

I walk into the building where i dance and go for the room where i see Mattéo and Lila already getting ready. Miss Jane is not here and Chelsy neither so i assume they are in her office. When I go to the locker room, I walk past Miss Jane's office and notice that it's between doors and I hear her screaming something. " that's not good at all Chelsy. You know it can't happening how many time do i have to tell you that ?" i hear Chelsy sobbing and i don't understand what's happening right now but i know it serious. " you know how you have de be for the audition. You know you can't gain 3 pounds for the love of god ! How the hell come it to happen ?" Chelsy try to find her words between her sob "i'm so sorry you know i'm paying attention to that but I started the pill and after 2 weeks I gained 3 pounds and I don't know how to lose them"

 i feel really bad for her i mean we're not friends or something but it's not her fault. We all know that Miss Jane want us to be perfect for the audition because if we succed that means that she will be famous too and i think sometimes she forgot how hard we work to be perfect for her to be proud of us. It's not her fault for gaining weight because of her pills i mean it's full of hormones. I don't take the pills but i'm on birth control. I try pills but i gained weight as well so i stop and try birth control. I know i could gain weight too with that but i try and i didn't. 

"i don't care how you're going to do but you're going to lose this for the next week" Miss Jane snap at Chelsy. Chelsy didn't answered but i assume she just nod before getting out of this office. I walk quickly to the lock room before she or Miss Jane see me. When i pull my outfit out of my bag I see it's still full of caffe "shit" Miss Jane is gonna kill me. She always want us to be presentable. She check our outfit, our hair. Everything. 

When i was walking home Tuesday i bumped into this guy who had a coffe. That's why i have coffe on my dance outfit i hadn't had the time to change before getting home so i got out like that and of course i bumped into someone who had a coffe. When i got home that day, Kellie had already turned on the washing machine so I went to take a shower because I had some in my hair and when I went out I completely forgot to launch another machine.

why it has to happen to me

I hear someone coming and when i turn around i see that it's Lila. 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵. she see my outfit and frown "what happened ?" She know me and she know that i take good care of my things "long story" i sight " Miss Jane is gonna kill me" i look down because i'm scared and i'm ashaimed "yes probably" Lila laugh and i look up to see if i heard corectly and yes i did. She's really laughing. "i'm sorry' she says removing her tears "but i can't believe it happen to you" and there she is laughing like crazy "ho shut up" i begin to laugh because it's better to laugh than to cry right ?