the light in his dark

Part 19

I've been feel really weak since this morning. My class dance just finish and it was hard. Miss Jane told me i should go sit for one minute during all the class but i didn't want to

maybe i should do it

I walk trought the city to go home. All i can think about is my bed. I think i really need a nap or something. I don't sleep well when James isn't with me.

He's gone on his work trip 2 days ago and i just had 3 texts from him. I know he's busy but i want to call him. To Hear his voice.

The truth is that he calls me since this morning but i don't answer. He would know because of my voic that i don't feel well

I can't tell him because he'll be worried for me so he won't be concentrated and i don't want that

*another call*

i ignore it

I had to take a few break during my walk. I never needed to do that before. I almost called Kellie to come and pick me up since she's at home but it would be stupid. I'm just in the street next to ours.

I take a breath and start walking again. My head hurts so bad. I just want to go in my bed already

*another call*

still ignore it

As i walk beside a shop, i see 3 men drunk infront with beers in their hands. I look forward praying for them to just don't see me. I start to walk faster even if i feel better if i walk slowly.

When i walk past them they don't do anything. I'm still in stress until i'm in the building. I walk to the assent and when it close i take support to the wall and breath. I feel like trowing up.

Hoo that make me think about the song

anyways

When the door open i brust through the hall and open my appartment door. When i enter i see Kellie in the kitchen. She's preparing a tea.

*another call*

She welcomes me with a warm smile but it fade away when she saw my face

She approaches me and touch my face "what's wrong Wendy ?" she asks concerned

"i don't feel very well" i whisper while closing my eyes

bad idea

As i close them i lost my balance and nearly fall on the ground. Kellie grabs me before i can fall and i open my eyes again

"Wendy you need some sugar. I'll grab you some" she says but before she can leaves i grab her arm "no i'm fine i'm just tired. I don't need sugar"

She immediatly narrow her eyes at me "when was the last time you eat Wendy" she says softly

I really don't know. I'd like to say this morning but it's not true. I wanted to but i didn't

"this morning" i try to sound confident but she knows me

"Wendy go in your bed. I'll come with some sugar and you'll sleep a little" she says as she walks to the kitchen. I'll argue with her later about that

*another call*

"Is it James ?" she yells through the kitchen.

I nod forgetting she can't see me but i'm sure she knows so whatever. I start walking upstaire with my phone in my hand who is still vibrating because of James who still try to call me

When i'm finally upstaire i start to feel dizzy. I take support to the wall beside me and start walking away from the staires to my security.

Before i can open my room door everything went black