the light in his dark

Part 60

Blue, yellow, orange, pink

I always loved those colors alone but together it's an explosion of bright color. I never take the time to sit outside and watch the morning or evening sky but i can't lie and say it isn't relaxing and peacefuly.

Even more beautiful

Looking up at the evening sky i close my eyes and grimace because of the sky. We can say i'm smiling while grimacing and it's a good feeling. Smiling with the cold tired sun touching my skin i relax on the couch in the balcony of our room while James takes a shower.

James's cat is on my lap, sleeping as i run my hand on her back. I hear the shower stopping so i know that James will come out soon and search for me. I went outside after he went in the bathroom so he probably think i'm still in the bed watching netflix.

James bought a new tv for the bathroom and when i came back from dance i saw it in our room i told him i would pay him back the half of it costed but of course he told me to go fuck myself. He told me it was a surprise for me but it would be benefical for the both of us so i let it go.

Now i think about a gift i want to give him. He always spoiles me and to be honest i couldn't give him back that attention he gives me before because i just couldn't cost it but now i saved money secretly so i could offer him a huge gift.

I know he knows i'm not here for his money but i can't help but thinking that he's going to be annoyed soon because i don't surprise him with gift like he does. I like being spoiled but at the same time i don't.

I love having gift and the love he gives me with it but i'm not used to be spoiled like that with James. And I want him to feel like this too, behind surprise by a gift on the bed for him and the happiness of what it is inside

"Wendy ?" i hear James says as he walks through the room. I hum and i quickly hear his steps coming closer to me. I open my eyes when i feel his hand on the top of my hair who slide onto the side of my head until it touch my shoulder.

I lift my head to the side to look at him. He was looking at the sky like me but look down when my eyes falls on him. He smiles at me and winks before looking back at the sky.

"the sky is beautiful tonight" he says in his tired voice and i nod my head smiling. I grab his hand resting on my shoulder and kiss it before interwined my fingers through his

"you're beautiful" i say before hearing him chuckling. He kisses my head and caresses his cat before standing up again "you want to watch something tonight ?"

I shurg "sure" i stand up and put his cat back on the ground "but i won't be up late because i have the beginning of my training tomorrow and you have to work" i say walking back inside

For a long time I couldn't go out and live my life but I understand that it's not what Stephen wanted for me. It isn't what I wanted for me

It took me time to understand that and once I did it take my less time but a still a little to be able to go out

He turns around with a cocky smile on his lips "i don't need to sleep" he says walking back toward me "you are enough energy for me to live without sleeping" He grabs my waist and starts kissing my neck

Without thinking about it, i tilt my head back so he has full access to my neck "James" i whisper grabbing his hair

"Wendy ?" he teases running his tongue from my neck to my chin

I moan in respond and he groans ''fuck! The things you do to me are incomparable and indescribable''

Before I can say something his lips meet mine and he brings me closer to him. His hands meet my waist and slide down my hips until he grabs the back of my thighs and lifts me making me gasp in his mouth