the light in his dark

Part 54

I sigh

What am I going to do without him for 3 days ?

I know I can live without him for 3 days but at the same time I can't.

I can't thinking about living in our house, with his stuffs everywhere but him nowhere to be seen

We are always together at night or at a moment in the day and when we didn't lived together yet I was always in his house so it's like we lived in the same roof since we met

I look down at his hand who grabs his small staircase. He packed enough things for two days because he told me that if he brings enough clothes for two days instead of three he'll feel like he's coming home earlier

''I'll be back faster that you thought'' he whispers grabbing the back of my head to bring my forehead to his mouth ''I'll be back before you realize I was gone''

I look up at him and take a breath smiling ''I love you''

He snorts and shakes his head. I know he thinks I'm being dramatic but I don't like when he is away, anything can happen to him and I don't like not being around him to make sure he is okay during that time ''it'll be okay'' he smiles at me ''I'll probably be back on Wednesday because there's no way in the world I can be away from you for longer than that''

I laugh and he brings his lips closer to mine ''but I love you too''

I smile against his lips as his hands come coincidentally on my butt and squeeze it "perve"

He smirks and pulls his delicious lips away from mine "more romantic"

I snort "you think that grabbing my butt and squeeze it like if it was ketchup is romantic ?"

His smirk turns into a wide grin and he winks without saying anything. He kisses my lips again and my hands immediatly rest on his hips

"i'll call you when i'm at the hotel" he mumbles between kisses and i just nod my head moving my hands from his lips to his neck and pull him closer to me

We make out for what feel like an eternity but at the same time not only one second as he breaks our kiss and kiss my temple "you sure you don't want me to come with you ?" i ask looking up at him

"it's not that i don't want you to come with me at the airport. I'm can only dreaming of asking you that but i can't" he says caressing my cheeks

I frown "why not ?"

"because i don't want you to walk or drive home alone. I know it's hard for you to let me go since what happened so i don't want you to have to walk through that door knowing i'm going in Europe and that i won't be in the couch waiting for you"

"you know i'll have to leave the house this afternoon to go to Miss Jane's class, right ?"

He laughs and pushes my shoulder away "shut up i'm trying to be a gentleman here"

"by pushing my shoulder ?" i chuckle "and you don't have to be a gentleman, James" i says bitting my bottom lip "you know i like you and you act more like.... not a gentleman"

He licks his lips and smirks shaking his head "stop" he points his finger at me "i know what you're doing and quit that right now" he says walking closer to me until his finger is only at one inch away from me

I smile innocently and bite his finger gently. He swallows as he looks at his finger in my mouth. I close my lips over his finger and he misses a breath once he feels my tongue rolling around his finger slowly

I feel the his fingertip sliding across my palate as he clench his teeth together before taking his finger out of my mouth.

As i thought the pleasure came to an end i see James bringing this same finger into his own mouth never breaking eyes contact with me