the light in his dark

Part 40

A soft knock on the door interrupt mine and James moment.

It's been 30 minutes that I'm lying on top of him telling him everything that happened during the time when he wasn't here

I wanted to talk to him about the audition but at the end because the best at the end right ?

But I guess I'll have to wait a little before explaining him my wonderful experience. I'm still so exited and content about what happened today and James noticed

I've been smiling every time since I enter in his room. It's because he is awake and he knows that too but it's because of the audition too

A nurse came in James's room earlier and I told her that I'll be here and I wanted her to tell it to my doctors so I guess it's them

They don't wait for our answer they almost immediately open the door after knocking two times.

I'm still lying beside him on the bed with his arm around my shoulders and his head on top of mine as mine is on his shoulder

Both carefully to not hurt the other

''Good evening Mr Morettis et Miss Lee. We came to your check up'' the doctor says to me

I nod and I sit on the bed waiting for him to tell me what to do. They walk toward me and stand directly Infront of me ''alright I want you to remove you socket and your pants. I want you to take off your hoodie too so I can see your shoulder please''

I put my feet on the ground and start to undress myself. I have a small top under my hoodie so James will be happy.

Yeah okay probably not but I want to have some hope

I turn around to remove my pants and like I knew, I feel James's eyes on me the whole time. I stay down to remove my socket and when I stand up I meet James's gaze and he has the half of a smirk

He smirks because I undress myself and I'm almost naked but I can see on his face that he is not happy because it's the first time that he sees my scars and I'm almost naked Infront two men and he doesn't like that

Even if it's their job so they don't care about that stuff James doesn't see it like that. He only sees that I'm in my panties Infront of two men who have eyes and who will touch me and look at me for the check up

I give him a little smile reassuring him and I turn around. One of the doctor approaches me and looks at my scars, touch them and ask me question like if I'm in pain if he touches it or if I feel something uncomfortable when he touches it. Or if moving hurt.

''I just hurt my leg today at my audition'' I say quietly and I feel James trying to sit on the bed after I say that. I don't turn around but I know the look that he has on his face right now

''Alright then we'll look at that'' the doctor says

He kneels down and starts to touch my scars and around it still asking me question like earlier

But this time it hurts more. I don't have blood anymore. I didn't see if I had blood on my leg but I could feel it slide down during all day since I felt

Well more since someone pushed me

I guess the blood get dry and since I moved a lot with James in his bed and I was walking too and dancing maybe the blood felt when he was very dry

I think it's possible
I don't really know

''can you sit on the bed please ? I'll going to disinfect your wound .'' He says and I do what he said. I sit on the edge of the bed with James's chest behind me