Like Minds - To my beloved Maraclea

Chapter nine - Unbelievable

Alex:

I swallowed again when he asked me about my dreams. How did he even notice that? I wanted to turn my head, but I couldn't. Like Nigel controlled my body with his stare. I pressed my lips for a moment. I wasn't going to tell him, of course.

'Why do you want to know? They are just dreams - nightmares, maybe. Sometimes you're just staring at me. Other times I see you killing... And sometimes...' I couldn't finish this phrase. Just not. 'Yeah,' I mumbled while shrugging my shoulders. 'Nothing.'

I wasn't going to tell him a thing about the weird dreams I had about him. He had kissed me, often, when he came closer to mumble some things - like he also did in reality. He always came so close to my face or ear when he tried to tell something important. Because of these thoughts and dreams I began to think about the fact that I maybe desired that without even knowing.

Nigel:

"Just dreams, huh?" he smiled amused and suddenly pushed Alex lightly on his chest to lay on his back. "Didn't we all learn that if you work hard.. Your dreams may come true?" He moved down his head, closing the space between their faces, and for the first time actually brushed his lips over Alex' jawline.

"You may be right, though.. It might be much easier to have your mind as my own, if I have your body too."

He pushed back Alex' hair with his hand and turned his head to look in Alex' eyes.

"And your heart," he said in a teasing melodramatic voice.

Alex:

I looked him straight in the eyes as he began to speak. I nodded slightly when he began to speak about the dreams that would might come true if you would work hard on it.

As he suddenly pressed me on my chest so I laid on my back again, I swallowed and widened my eyes, like I got shocked by his touch. Then, when he suddenly bends himself over my body, I held my breath. It wouldn't surprise me if he could actually hear my fast heart beat. As he slowly filled the distance between our faces, I gasped and grabbed the edge of the bed - like I was afraid to fall of it. When he stroked his lips softly along my jawline, I thought I was going to faint - even though it was impossible when you were laying down. I blinked a couple of times and gasped again. I couldn’t keep myself from laying my hand down on his waist. I could feel his warm skin that made me even more nervous then ever.

'You're making me so nervous,' I dared to mumble with struggles and a shivering tune. It felt like my heart was beating in my throat.

Nigel:

He laughed softly against Alex' skin, allowing his breath to touch it smoothly.

"I guess I'm doing it right, then.." he whispered in Alex' ear and then he moved down his lips over Alex' neck.

"Now what of your love Susan.. What would she think if she'd seen you like this. You're a monster, you know that?" His voice was surprisingly soft and soothing, which didn't fit with the context at all.

He moved up and kissed Alex' lips before he could even reply to it.

Alex:

When he began to whisper in my ear again, I tried to find a way to breath normally. For sure that he could feel my heartbeat on every piece of skin that he touched. When he moved his lips down to my neck I closed my eyes and pressed my jaws while narrowing my eyebrows. He began to talk about Susan, still while I could feel his lips touching my skin. I could feel his breathe. I didn't really understood about which thing he was talking about. About me "liking" Nigel, or about me killing people. As I wanted to tell him he made me to, he pressed his lips on mine what made me grabbing the edge of the bed again - but my other hand stayed on his waist. I parted my lips lightly, like I wanted to mumble something against his lips - what I wanted to do actually. But somehow I closed my eyes as tight as possible again, and then suddenly kissed him back - with lots of struggles. I had no idea what I was doing - nor about him.