Sailed (GxG)

29: Happy

Zenith's Pov

Of all the decisions I have made and did, I keep on convincing myself that I did what was right and better for the people around me, especially for her.

But as time goes by, I know that I can't keep on denying to myself that I am also hurting badly for the outcome.

I didn't knew that it would be this painful and hard for the both of us..

If only I had a choice. If ever I really have a better option, then maybe we could have been better together..

But the actions are already done and can't be undone anymore, all I have to do is to accept. Do I have any other choice though?

I wiped away my tears that fell into my cheeks as I remembered what I just saw.

When I heard that she's leaving, my world collapsed as well as my heart sunk and drowning, that I almost couln't breath.

Did I hurt her so much that she couldn't bear staying in the same place as where I am?

I badly wanted to follow her, but I can't..

She chose to left so I have to respect her. If this is the only way that she can be happy again, then I will give her the freedom she deserves. Even though I am no longer in her life by that time.

Mas lalo akong napaluha nang may naramdaman akong yumakap sa'kin at tinahan ako.

It feels so warm around his embrace but I know he is also hurting.

"Shh, Zenith. Let's go, I'll drop you off to your condo. It's been an hour since they left, I'm sure nakalipad na ang eroplanong sinasakyan nila." Mas lalo akong napaiyak sa sinabi nito.

Yes we are here at the airport and I saw how Sir Kear, Ma'am Reviese, Miyven and Marthae went inside the airport as I am from afar, watching them go inside since I can't completely follow them until they went in the plane.

It hurts me so damn match watching them leave and doesn't know when will Marthae be back.

I also heard she got enrolled in a big university in States and sti continue to take engineering. I am happy for her but it hurts.. Ang layo na niya..

At hindi alam sa oras na babalik siya, pwede pa...

"Zenith, let's go." He let go of ny hug and stared intently at me.

I wiped my tears again and fix my face before nodding at him.

We were both silent until we arrived at where we park his car, since he was also the one who I am with papuntang airport.

Sa kan'ya ko din nalaman na aalis na sila Marthae.

So I asked him to know when is their flight, so at least for the last minute of Marthae being here in the country, I can still have a glance of her.

After a long drive, we finally arrived at the basement of my condo's building. I am still silent until now.

Kinalas ko ang seatbelt at bago paman makababa sa sasakyan ng tahimik ay narinig kong nagsalita si Hirayle.

"I'll fetch you tomorrow. You have to pack your things now. As dad said that we'll be moving in my penthouse tomorrow." Natigilan ako sa sinabi nito bago bumuntong-hininga at tumango.

His dad told us to live together as well, which I don't like at first but I can't do anything.

I also trust Hirayle so I agreed..

A month had past and Hirayle and I are really living together. Living with him made me feel better as I somehow forget the pain that I am feeling when I am with him.