Sailed (GxG)

37: Tired

Long chapter ahead. Unedited also, so I'm sorry for the errors and grammatical errors.

Marthae's Pov

"Help! Help us, please!" Nurses and doctors immediately went to us and assisted me.

The lower part of the white dress that Mika is wearing is now full of blood that made me terrified and panic.

Nakapikit na ang mata ni Mika at iniiwasan ko talagang lumuha ng lumuha habang nagmamaneho kanina.

I don't care anymore of what I look right now. If I look shitty, then be it. All I want is for Mika to be safe. As well as her baby.

That's why she shouldn't have gone in that kind of place when she knew that she's pregnant. If only I've known, I wouldn't have left her in the first place.

I shook my head.

I am not regretting to what happened between me and Zen but I was blaming myself to what happened to Mika.

What happened also? Mika is a type of person that is not also fond of liquor. That's why we got along easily because we have lots in common.

I am still sobbing. Sitting on the waiting area, outside the emergency room. Both hands are covering my face as tears won't stop falling out my eyes.

What also happened between them and Hirayle? If I'll know that he's the reason why Mika ended up in that place, and if something bad will happen to Mika and the child, I won't fucking forgive him.

Namamaga na ang mata ko pero 'yung luha ko ayaw parin magpaawat. Hindi ko na alam ilang minuto o oras na akong nandito pero habang tumatagal ay lalo akong nakaramdam ng kaba habang iniisip kung ano na ang nangyari kay Mika.

No one knows what happened to Mika, yet. I still haven't contacted her parents because I'm still breaking down.

I don't even know if Mika's parents already know that Mika is here in the Philippines since she just arrived yesterday.

She just arrived yesterday but something not good already happened to her. I just want to punch something and let out my emotions by doing it but also too tired and drained to do such.

Tumigil na ako sa pagluha pero nakatulala parin ako ngayon habang nakatingin sa pintuan ng emergency room.

Sumisikip na naman ang dibdib ko habang iniisip ang mga hindi maiwasang masamang posibilidad na mangyari.

Mika have been a very good friend of mine. A family rather. She was the one that has been with me for years when I was at my lowest.

The woman whom I vent out everytime I'm frustrated and sad. She's the witness of how much I busied and divert my attention to other things just to forget the pain that I'm feeling at that time. She was there when I graduated, when I successfully finished my first project as an engineer.

My number 1 supporter and fan, other than my family. I was the same with hers. So, I'll forever resent and blame myself if something will happen to her...

I didn't even noticed that I'm starting to tear up again. Akala ko wala na akong luhang mailalabas..

I am not that religious person but I'm asking the Lord up above, please take care of her.

I immediately wiped my tears and stood up, para masalubong ang doctor nung biglang bumukas ang emergency room kung saan ipinasok si Mika kanina.

"D-Doc.. H-How is s-she?" My voice and hands are now starting to tremble, while looking at the doctor.

He took off his mask and released a sigh that made my nervousness risen.

"D-Doc?" I want to punch the doctor for delaying what he'll say but I prevent myself not to.