Sailed (GxG)

45: Over

Marthae's Pov

I've never felt so happy, so overwhelm that all my worries away faded. It was not the type of joy that I should be terrified for something might happen in exchange to the delight I am feeling.

It's different this time, for I have someone to assure me that if something not good will come, I won't be overcoming it alone anymore. She's with me now. Zen's with me and she never failed to always give me an assurance.

Talagang pinanindigan niya ang pangako at sinabi niya. She courted me and make it up to me, and ever since then, my day's always a bliss that I thought I am just dreaming while my eyes are wide open.

She always kiss my insecurities away. She never failed to do so, and I think it's finally our time to be fully happy.

May plano akong sagutin siya this time of the week. She has been courting me for five months now.

Hindi nga dapat umabot sa gan'to katagal kasi alam ko namang marupok ako pero minsan, dahil narin sa pinagdaanan namin, I always start to overthink everytime I have plans on sealing our relationship. So that I can finally call her mine, and she can also to me.

Overthinking that always lead me to step backward on upgrading our relationship. The what ifs that I can't help to run inside my head.

Gaya ng, what if na kapag naging kami na, t'saka na naman siya magbabago.. Ayoko mang mag-isip ng gano'n pero hindi maiiwasan.

Lalo na ngayong nakatingin ako sa kaniya na parang masayang nakikipag-usap sa isang matipunong lalaki na mukha namang nawawala dahil hindi dapat siya nandito. Sa gubat kasi dapat siya pero 'yon nga, biglang napadpad sa lugar na hindi para sa kan'ya.

It's obvious that the guy is rich, I won't say that he's a badass rich kasi mukha na naman siyang gangster na puwet.

The construction of my mansion was done two weeks ago, that's why Zen's on a meeting with that mukhang ganster na puwet guy. Zen told me last night that she'll have a meeting with someone to discuss her new project.

Hindi muna ako tumanggap ng another project after the construction of my mansion, to have a time of myself and to focus on the plan that I am going to make.

Sabi ko sasagutin ko na siya pero eto na naman ang tumitigil sa akin para gawin 'yun.

I heave a deep sigh and turn my backs on them before Zen will saw me.

Gaga ka talaga, Marthae!

I decided to just stop by on Hirayle's house and visit her fiancé, which is Mika. Yes, you've read it right.

Right after Mika got discharged, Hirayle then decided to face Mika's parents and ask them to let him take care of Mike by letting her live with him.

I knew Hirayle and Mika's past. I was there everytime Mika cries at night telling how much she miss him. Kaya nga medyo lumala ang pagkadisgusto ko kay Hirayle noon.

But, It vanished when I heard his reason. During the time when I have already went back here in this country, something happened between Mika and Hirayle at States.

Hindi ko nga alam puno't-dulo kung bakit may nangyari sa kanila pero knowing how fragile and marupok Mika is, I didn't bother asking.

Kinabukasan pagkatapos nung nangyari sa kanila, si gagang Mika tinaboy si kuya Hirayle and even told him to forget what happened. Just like me, she also thought that he's already tied to Zen so I can't totally blame her.

Maybe because of how fast the events were, Hirayle just oblige Mika's request and flew back here. Tapos after a month, si Mika naman ang bumalik dito tapos jontis na pala si gaga.