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Marthae's Pov

"Have you ate your lunch na?" I turned my head on the woman who talked and as expected, I saw Zen, waiting for my answer.

Hindi na din ako nagulat sa tanong niya. The truth is, I am already expecting it..

I shook my head as a response and returned my vision again, to what I'm holding.

"Well, let's have lunch together now. I cooked for us!" Delight is what her voice is filled that made me smile mentally.

Tinignan ko ulit siya and let our gazes met again. She's now currently smiling that made me smile, a little, too. But, immediately tilt my head to the other side when I remembered something and made my face look serious.

She's so adorable right now but I have to restrain myself from getting used to her, being like this..

Ano ba kasing klaseng puso 'to, pagdating sa kan'ya, nabubulag agad.

The pain that I have experienced from her is no joke, but how can she just pull me back to her so easily? I have to remind myself and think of the hardships I went through because of her.

The years of silently suffering..

Dapat ko na siyang iwasan. Naguguluhan na ako. And the best thing to do right now is start avoiding her—

"Okay, I'll just finish this. Just wait for me sa warehouse." I said without looking at her but I can still imagine her, smiling widely while nodding.

"Okay!" Akala ko didiretso na siya paalis ngunit nagulat ako nang lumapit ito bigla sa'kin, hinawakan ang kamay ko.

I was about to look at her and face her with a questioning look but she's fast enough to inched her face closer into mine.

And the next thing I knew, I am staring at her figure that is walking away from me, leaving me stunned after what she did.

I bit my bottom lip and looked down, trying to hide my face because I know for sure, that I am now as red as tomato, as I felt both my cheeks are hot.

Kinakalma ko din ang puso kong kanina pa nagwawala at hindi na kumalma pagkatapos ng ginawa niya.

Dapat nasanay na ako dahil bigla bigla niya lang talaga akong ginagano'n pero hindi. Her effect on me didn't even changed a bit and what she did now really made me froze in literal surprise.

She usually kissed me in the cheek when she wanted to, for these past few weeks, and now, how would I calm down after she stole a kiss from me? Note that she stole a kiss, on my lips!

It was just a peck but I can still feel her soft lips against mine.. And I like the feeling it is giving. Like, I wanted it to last.. And never ever, leave mine.

Ano ba, Marthae?!

Kasal na 'yung tao, umayos ka!

Naputol ang kilig ko dahil sa naisip. Inang isipan 'to, ang sarap i-block.

But honestly, how can she do this? How can she make me, almost, give in to her false hope, again?

Why is she even doing this in the first place? She should be the one avoiding me.. She has a family already. Worst, a daughter. So, why is she doing this?

Is she playing with me again?

Yet, I am letting her and even enjoying it.

'Yung karupukan ko, hindi nakakatuwa. This will only lead me again to another emotional state that can make me lose my mind and sanity this time, for sure.