Peter's pov
The next day™
I just ignored Luke at the breakfast table as I was still taking a stand while he tried to talk with me, he even was eating while his other hand was on my hair and me pouting all the time. I removed his hand and glared at him eating my toast.
" C'mon! Fine, I'm leaving." He said as he chugged his juice and stood up
Yeah, of course leaving me here. If it was his Lan he wouldn't! but whatever, he can go! I am at peace with my own space.
I just shrugged my shoulder huffing lightly
" Bye, have a good day everyone." He said and left as he got wished back from all the guys just me
We finished breakfast, Nico sat with Mama working on some files and explaining some stuff when Dad said that he is going to check Caleb. Destiny went with Cole to the garden and I followed them to play with Artimis and his friends.
" Peter!" Cole called me
I went to him. " Yes?"
" What's up honey? Are you mad at Luca?"
" No I am not." I said plainly,
" No you are! C'mon tell me."
" Nothing, just he loves his best friend so much so I am giving him more free time to spend with him then his other friends then Heaven. "
" This doesn't seem like giving him time, you are distracting him, even if he spends time with them he will be thinking about you. He won't have a good time, he will feel guilty all the time."
I shrugged my shoulders and looked away. If he thinks about me he will be back to me.
" Pete, I know how much you love Luke, but loving him doesn't mean to own him, this is possessiveness, a toxic kind of love that will damage both sides, do you want to lose your bond with Luke?"
I thought for a while and said, shaking my head," No."
" No, then you have to let Luke have his freedom. I know you will feel jealous that he is spending time with other people but he has to for his good, his friends and his girlfriend are necessary in his life, for his mental and physical health. We should respect them and love them for our brother to not lose him and cause him any distress, am I wrong?"
" You are not. But still I hate having to share with him. Like with me it took so much time to get close to him and they just entered and boom! They are best buddies! What if he replaces me later when they have more time passed together? It scares me and makes me feel insecure about it."
" Aww my baby!" He chuckled and hugged me, " You don't have to worry about this because no one can replace you, you are our cutest shit and Luke loves you heck, look, there is many kind of love and are separated to not make the person confused, there is the love of family, the love of friends, the love of our loved one and many others, so you are always there, always. Look I have friends too, I have them from a long time and I love them heck but they didn't replace you, and I love Luke and Destiny but they didn't replace you for me and you all can't replace Malik for me. Everyone has his special spot in the heart so they can't replace each other's place. Lan came but he didn't replace Jaden, Theo or Josh for Luke, yes or no?"
" No he didn't." I agreed, hugging him back
What he says makes sense. Too much sense. I even have friends and my own girlfriend too but I still have so much love for Luca and my whole family. Like, I can't compare them, I just love them all.
" You got it baby? There is no point to this insecurity but to destroy your relationship with your brothers."
" I know. I get it. " I sighed, I just have to hug him and all will be sorted. " Uhm Cole, I might have said some really horrible things to Lan and behaved badly with him too." I confessed about it
