twenty.

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𝒎𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒖𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆

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the planet spins backwards
as i stare at the stars
and maybe i feel like i'm going
backwards too

each step forward
is five steps back,
each inkling of progress
vanishing without a trace

tonight i had another panic attack
or at least i think i did
sitting on the tile of the bathroom floor
and staring blankly at the door

i wish my body was habitable
but instead i feel like burning it down
sitting on the ground

if i could join the planets
and sit among the stars
every step i took could mean something
and that's all i want to do

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