fifty-three.

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𝑱𝒖𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒉

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i love you / i loved you / i miss you

you're the one person i want to talk to / you're the one person i can't talk to / you caused this sadness / what am i supposed to do without you

words run dry / the tears won't come / why can't i be enough, just once?
i shared my soul / but it's not enough / and you shared yours / but i couldn't make you stay

i was doing good / i was doing better / i can't feel my heart sometimes / i am doing worse

i thought we could grow together / now i have been uprooted / now i'm growing on my own / growing apart, growing away / do i make you a bad person? / am i a bad person too?

still friends / but i'm forcing myself not to spill feelings out of my fingers / you don't sound like you used to / or maybe it's me who is different / each memory cast in a new light

i don't know who i am when you're not there / you're slipping out of my fingers / i am slipping under the surface

you're sorry / i'm sorry / you can't do this / i can't do this / because after all, i love you / i loved you / i miss you

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