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𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆

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i sip my coffee in the morning,
while outside the rain is pouring

they tell me about their day
and i want to sit there forever,
washing away

i find light in the the times
we let the other know
we've brushed our teeth
that night

i'm trying to take care of myself,
i hope you'll do the same

you're much stronger then you think
you are,
much stronger then i could ever say

i find light in talking to you
when i've hit my lowest lows,
and i just wanted to let you know

we've only been talking for
a few months
at most
but
i still think you glow

the darkness is too heavy to
touch you,
that much i know,
and i will spend as much time
as it takes to
fight the darkness away

we talk about music,
we talk about shows,
we talk about our favorite clothes

i want you to be happy,
that's what friends are for
— the only difference is
i can't go and knock on
your door

you're still my good friend, though
you are someone that i trust
even when my brain fills with rust

mint toothpaste is slighty
more bearable when
i know you're on the other end

you're waiting to hear me say...
i brushed my teeth today

and i hope you're doing okay

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on searching for friends that make us feel alive again;
dedicated to castielswormstache

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