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the paint on the outside is
starting to chip,
and the seats are stained

the steering wheel gets hot
in direct sun,
and the radio is always on

if you listen hard enough,
you can hear the music and
the laughter and the memories
e c h o i n g
from somewhere inside your brain

road trips and drives to school,
refuge from the heat of a summer day,
new music blaring and
talking with your sister,
drinking coffee and eating snacks
and getting crumbs in the seats

this car has raised me, somehow,
for nearly as long as i can recall

but every good thing must
come to an end and so
this car, too, must go

i hate change
but i know
it's time to let it go

the new car is different,
it is not the same
it doesn't know my secrets
or even my name

there is no more key to turn in
the ignition,
just a button to push
and a hard transition

the smell lacks the sunshine
of days gone by

as time passes
so to do phases of life
but one phase i've yet to
accept is the loss of a
car's life

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