Truthfully Yours

Chapter 13

As I tried to step out of the haunting hut, the door was shut and locked from outside. I tried to open it.

" Die alone ", I heard the girl's voice. I think she voluntarily trapped me inside. I started to shout for help and-

Someone pulled me down grabbing my hands. And there's the end to all my happiness and dignity. I lost everything including my virginity at the age of Seventeen.

And it was all done.

I couldn't fight against the person who was not at all in his senses, his eyes were closed and his groans can tell me he is really inhuman and not conscious about his acts. I felt myself in great pain both physically and emotionally.

Never.. ever.. did I thought I would end up like this. With him.. the person who was and will always be infamous in my eyes.. Vir!!

Tears flooded through my eyes as I don't know how and when I fell unconscious out of all the pain which ripped my body and soul.

How will I face this world, society and especially my family..

......

The next day, I broke out from my unconscious state with a large pang of headache and body aching like I'm dying slowly. Please God, put me in hell than here. Please open up ground and swallow me.

I started to cry as I couldn't feel my legs. I stumbled as I stood up. I saw my hair and dress through a broken mirror. I'm all broken like the mirror.

I took a step and realised stepping on anything but his hand. I saw his state which was no worse than mine but his face and hands were scratched by me to leave me and he had blooded marks.

I had no other thing to get out of his hold, I bruised him hard with my nails to leave me. He wasn't at all leaving me with all the pain I induced on his skin.

Tears flooded thinking about the dreadful night. Wish it was just a nightmare.. which will never be true.

I saw that the time was dawn. It must be about 4 or half past four. I saw a hammer and other tools in the dim light.

I took the hammer and broke the door with all the strength I gathered at my worst state. I didn't cared about the dupatta and my broken bangles lying there itself.

Who cares about it while dying ?..

I walked forward till I reached the end of the cliff.

Mom.. Father.. Prashant and my cute little Prakash. Forgive me. I cannot live after what happened to me. I know you will not accept it. I would rather die than make you all ashamed. Good bye..

I thought about everyone who loved me and cared about me. But the line stopped at one.. the boy whom my thoughts were swinging over and over. I know I had mixed feelings about him but now it all came to an end. I now just hate the name being heard.

I looked down at the river flowing gracefully.

" Please.. take me in ", I shouted and stepped to jump into it closing my eyes tightly.

But someone grabbed my hand and pulled me towards them. I saw it was Rey. I hugged him for life.

" Why should it take you in ? Where were you? Madhvi.. what happened to you ? We were searching for you all along from 1 a.m. ", he said hugging me back. I saw Saanvi and Rehan running towards us.

" Pl.. please don't ask me questions. I want to die ", I cried and I felt his hands tighten.

" You can't leave us. You can't leave me.. I see my dead mom in you.. Dont leave me like she did ", he said with tears.

" L.. leave me.. ", I tried.

But his grip was tighter to leave me. I fell weak and told him everything happened and his eyes turned bloodshot.

Rey hugged me and caressed my hair. I felt his loving brotherly touch. I always felt safer whenever with him. Saanvi hugged me crying. Rehan was standing with his fists tightened.

They tried to take me back to the hotel and I denied coming back. They tried to drag me.

But suddenly I tried to push their hold and jumped into the river. I felt my burning body slowly cooling down as the cold water touched my body.

I felt another splash of water and I felt myself carried out of the water. I gripped his arm tightly to leave me.. but left it as I fell unconscious.

I woke up with the noise surrounding me. I looked around to see many people looking at me. I found myself on the bed of the hotel room. I saw Anuj sitting on the chair beside me. He looked so worried.

I looked down as tears formed in my eyes. How will I explain this to him ? He's my brother after all.

" You didn't listen to me. ", he said and I started to cry. He hugged me.

" It happens to get lost but you know.. I lost my life once I heard you are missing. But what made me relaxed was Vir wasn't there too. We were searching for you all around and I had faith on him.. I thought he's smart and will bring you back safe and sound. ", he said with grief.

Did he got to know ??

I looked at Saanvi. She nodded no. I just then saw him and Rehan entering the room.

" But he's worse that he let you get these bruises and jump into the river ", Anuj completed his sentence looking at Vir who was looking down. I saw his face had blood marks or bruises and his wrists as well but the bandage on his head confused me.

" Come here Vir ", he called and he came forward looking down. He didn't dared to look up at me.

" Thank you for saving her ", Anuj said and he didn't replied. He was looking down all the time.

Brother Anuj carried me to the train as we had to board to reach back to our place. Goodbye Dalhousie.. you showed me the good as well as worst part of my life.

Principal made me sit beside him and made me rest. He behaved an absolute over protective brother just for jumping into the river. But how will he react for what happened to me last night ?

I felt severe pain between my legs. Saanvi came to me and confronted me when I cried at night. She was beside me all the time. Anuj was confused but she said I have stomach ache. He left understanding that its between girls.

I cried hugging her. I felt Rey coming and caressing my hair while I was crying. I excused to go to restroom. Saanvi didn't want to leave me alone. But I said I wouldn't take any suicide attempt.

I walked towards it. I cried there till I felt myself exhausted. I felt a little dizzy. I puked everything they gave for dinner. I left the washroom after washing my face.

But stopped as soon as I saw Rehan standing with Vir.

" Reh.. ", Vir tried to speak. But Rehan wasn't listening.

" How did you do this? You were my best friend from childhood. I felt you are so high but You messed it all.. You spoilt her.. you raped her!! You just ended her innocent life!! ", Rehan said. Vir was looking down.

He was about to say something but he stopped when he saw me. I broke into tears and tried to run away.

I was shocked at his next act.