Truthfully Yours

Chapter 15

If I wake up in the morning and nothing hurts? I'd check if I'm really alive or dead.

That's how everyone would feel when they are getting used to what ever the hell they are living in.

It's been a month and half since the dreadful nightmare happened. Every single second was hell for me. Those eyes who looked at me with disgust is haunting me more. Almost everyone in the grade 12 knows about this. Only the teachers and principal are unaware.

I didn't came out of my class as I'm scared of these people. But they come inside the class voluntarily and hurt me with bad names and words when teachers were not around. I wished to die but not before asking him why ?

He didn't showed up since then. He managed to be inside his class itself. Better option for him to be away from the consequences. Only girls show changes after losing virginity but not boys. They look absolutely normal right. Now they all tell 'She's the bitch and she seduced him'. What a nice name for me ??

But him.. 'he's very innocent and he fell into the bitch's bait'.

I smiled sadly and lied on my desk. Tears threatened to fall. I threatened them to dare. I'm not wishing to fall weak infront of those people .

Nowadays my parents allowed me to take public transport as brother is not in the place. Prakash goes in school bus. Prashant will not be here for three months. So I go alone.

A few days passed like hell. Huh.. why am i mentioning it a hell before even dying? I'm changed. Both physically abd mentally. A lot emotionally. All the teachers started to scold me a lot because of my lethargic behavior. Students taunt and blackmail me about the thing happened between me and Vir.

Bro seriously? It was a thing which only he did.. with me. He burnt me alive. I feel the burning sensation all over my body. He raped me!! But everyone raking his side.

Everyday I'm scratching my skin to get rid of the touches and things he done to me. I started to feel dizzy. I became so lethargic about my life. What else is there for me? What's in store for me in future?

Nowadays.. I feel too dizzy and puke everything I eat. I'm scared now. I think I am..

No..

As the school got over, I walked out of the class immediately. All the eyes were on me as i ran away from the campus.

I ran to the medical shop from the bus stop. I don't know how to ask that. Hmm.. a kit?

What kit?

That test kit..

What test?

Pregnancy test!

No... he'll surely tell that to my family. But i really need to confirm that. I missed my periods from the night it happened- okay.. let me forget it for now... I know I'll cry after I reach my room. Till then be strong girl!

" Excuse me.. "

The shopkeeper eyed at me suspiciously. I was fidgeting my fingers.

I asked for it and the shopkeeper looked at me shocked. He looked at my uniform reminding me I'm a student. My eyes welled up the tears. I'm way too young to ask for it. I'm unmarried. I'm Seventeen. I'm going to school. I'm a student.

And more than that.. he knows that I belong to the Mehta family. He asked me why am I asking for pregnancy test kit.

" It's for my sister-in-law.. ", I lied to him. I took it with my shaking hands and caught a bus. I went home. As soon as i entered i ran upstairs leaving my sister-in-law looking at me with her evergreen suspicious look.