Truthfully Yours

Chapter 51

I opened my eyes with a gruesome pain tackling my body. It was all aching like hell. My mind was partially blank and my body numb and immobile. 

As the memories of last night recollected to my brain, my body shot up involuntarily. My dazed eyes searched for only one person. The person whom I spoilt and nearly killed.

The person who has every right to kill me in the most cruel way. But I couldn't find her.

I looked down at the broken bangles whose sounds, I admired yesterday. Now laid on the ground all shattered and lifeless along her red dupatta. I clutched it painfully.

"Ma..dvi..." my throat went dry. But my eyes didn't.

The tears pooling up my eyes made my vision even more complicated. I wiped them off endlessly like I was trying to wipe off the whole ocean. My eyes met the bruises in my arms.

I cried loudly.

The marks meant the struggle she did against me. That was a fragile teenager girl against a monster of early twenties.

That was a battle for her to save herself, her dignity, her virginity and her soul. The battle she lost. The things I've torn off her. I've torn her entire being. I was the person who deserve the most gruesome death.

I surely was.

I was crying endlessly until I realised something. I'm alone in the hut. That means...

Where is she? Where did she go? What is she upto?

Staying silent in the midst of the woods, I could hear the movement of water from the hills. The falls.

I closed my eyes letting the pooled tears fall off. The only thing mattered was her life. I can never receive the punishment I deserve, if she killed herself. The thought of her killing herself made my every sense aware to search for her and save her.

I walked aimlessly. Not knowing where I'm reaching. I cannot stop until I see her. Until I make sure she's alive.

Fucking hell! What the fuck did I do to deserve this? I promise on lord that have I ever thought of harming anyone? Why am I pushed through this hellhole?

Why the hell Madhvi is dragged through this?

I fishted my hands tightly trying not to lose my consciousness. What the hell the drug was? It was pulling me through infinite doors of oblivion. I lost myself back yesterday.

No.

" Pl.. please don't ask me questions. I want to die!" Madhvi cried.

I paused on my track hearing her voice. I ran towards the direction to see Rehan, Reyansh and Saanvi. Madhvi was hugging Rey. She was weeping like a child.

She is! You broke her! Vir broke Madhvi!

No!!!

I wanted to defend but unfortunately that was the truth. I held my tears.

" You can't leave us. You can't leave me.. I see my dead mom in you.. Dont leave me like she did ", he said with tears.

" L.. leave me.. "

She cried pushing everyone and ran towards the edge of the cliff. I ran behind her. Reyansh tried holding her hand but she was swift in jumping off.

"Madhvi!!!!" I cried.

Rehan held my hand and I pushed him away.

"I'll not let her die even at the cost of my life." I said and he stepped back knowing I'm not going to stop.