Truthfully Yours

Chapter 40

My cheeks were striken with tears as I'm now holding the papers in my hand. The papers he hid from me before his confession. Betrayal. He had been using me?

My whole world stopped abruptly. Just his sweet words echoed inside me. His eyes.. his smile.. his love! All fake! He was never there for me but he was there for god knows why.

I threw the papers in agony. I stumbled and my legs tripped but thank God I landed on the bed. I started to cry. He had been lying to me all this long. He's been acting?

His care?

His words?

His love?

All acting? He was acting!! He had been betraying me.

I started to cry for believing him. Everyone were betraying me. Everyone were fucking cheating me.

I was crying out loud. I don't want to live. I don't want to live!! I don't want this child to suffer as me too. His father is not good. Neither any one whom I believed? Brother Anuj? sharda sister? Raghu? My friends?

I doubt if this baby was accidental or he planned it too?

'No Madhvi.. you're taking it too far. Vir was no such guy. He has always been genuine with you. He loved you. Trust his love.' My inner voice said to me.

Maybe I should confront him when he returns.

I was crying continuously for hours. I'm alone at his house. I feel suffocating to even take his name. The thought of him is killing me from inside.

I slowly stood up from the bed while holding my eight month belly.

Yeah it's my 32nd week of pregnancy.

I slowly took baby steps to go out of this room. My eyes were flooded with tears. I wish I was never born. Why this test to me? Where can I go? Whom can I trust?

I can even go to my family and killed by them rather living in this betrayal.

I heard a voice from upstairs and I flinched.

"HELP!!!"

A voice echoed around the house. I flinched at the voice of the man. Who was that? Who asks for help? From our home?

Sweat dripped down my forehead and palm. My feet became numb. I can't even move a finger with the yells and screams that I heard from upstairs.

The pain of betrayal ran through my nerves. Tears shredded and my heart clenched. I took steps forward and left out of our room while crying out in fear and agony.

I heard loud banging sound of the door from upstairs. I looked up and placed my one hand on the railings while the other hand over my belly to secure my baby.

I sucked my lower lip to suppress the cries that escaped through my mouth without any stop.

Suddenly the yelling of the man stopped. I was trembling. I looked by my sides to look for anything and then my sight fell on the telephone.

I must call someone.

Whom? My husband?

After looking at the files, I don't know whether to call him at first place. But I just cannot completely trust a mere file over my husband's love and care. What I felt seemed true and I'm sticking to it. But I shouldn't be fooled once again.

I remembered Vir saying before a few months, 'Be strong and fear nothing, Madhvi. Our baby will start to feel your emotions too. Be as calm, be as confident and be as bold as you are. Our child will feel safe that their mother will protect them from anything. Right?'