A Dream Come True (R5 Fan Fic)

Man Tears

Ross' P.O.V.

She'd just shoved me and randomly face planted into he pillows. I silently chuckled to myself watching her and waiting till she pulled her head back up again. When she did pull her head up, she took a huge breath from holding it in so long laying on the pillows.
"What're you looking at?" She asked turning into her side.
"Just the most perfect girl in the world," I answered. She was so beautiful, even when she's just woken up and wasn't trying. She sat up a little panicked.
"Where is she?" She asked looking around the room. Was she serious?
"It's you, ya dummy," I pulled her back down and held her close to me. I loved having her so close.
"Oh, haha. I knew that," she giggled.
"I love you Kat," I had to say it again. She didn't say it last night, and I wasn't sure she felt the same way.
"I love you too, Ross." Sweet! She does love me back. I can stop secretly freaking out. She leaned in to kiss me so I followed. I could feel her pulling away a little so I deepened the kiss. I never wanted this to end. Just as things were starting to get a little interesting my phone started ringing.

I pulled away to answer it. Why did someone have to ring now? Kat just payed back in bed while I was on the phone.
"Hello," I said clearly frustrated that this person interrupted something.
"Hey Ross, it's Sara. From Australia." she reminded me.
"Oh hi," I was still upset she had interrupted but I hadn't heard from her since that night.
"Yeah, haha. Hey." she
"Look you've kinda caught me at a bad time..." I tried to get out.
"I have something important I need to tell you." She had gotten all serious.
"Would it be able to wait til later? I'm just hanging out with..."
"I'm pregnant." she came right out and said it.
"What?!" This can't be happening.
"I'm p-pregnant Ross," I could hear her starting to sob.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Yes I'm sure! I went to the doctor and he confirmed it. I don't know what I'm going to do," she broke down completely.
"Calm down. Ju-Just calm dow..."
"I'm freaking out right now. What do I do?" She asked through her sobs.
"Can I talk to you later about this? I need some time to process this for myself."
"O-Ok. Just promise me you won't forget. I can't deal with this myself right now."
"I know. Look, we'll sort this out. I promise. Ok?"
"Ok. I'm sorry, this was never supposed to happen."
"Ok. I'll talk to you later. Bye"
"Bye,"

Then I hung up on her.
"Who was that," I hardly heard Kat ask.
I couldn't speak, couldn't move. I just sat there. My eyes fixed on a spot on the wall.
"Ross, what was it? Tell me. You're scaring me right now," I felt her arms go around me, making me aware she was there, but I still couldn't move. It's like I was paralysed. Her arms squeezed around me tighter.
"Ross! What happened?! What's wrong?! Tell me!" At that point I seemed to snap out of my little trance. My muscles felt weak but I managed to turn to look her in the eyes. I could only manage to say, "My life is ruined," before I collapsed into her lap sobbing.

She held me close trying to soothe me and calm me down. Nothing worked. What had I done? One little mistake, one night, and I could've absolutely screwed everything up completely. I can't tell her. She'll hate me, I have never confessed my love for any other girl. Because there has never been any other girl, and now it's going to be taken away from me.

"Ross whatever it is, I'm here for you. I love you. Ok?" She whispered.
"You won't love me when I tell you this," I managed through my constant sobs.
"Ross. I'm sure whatever it is, it's not as bad as you think." She smiled at me with so much kindness and warmth in her eyes, it made me start balling again.
It took another 10 minutes for me to be able to speak properly without breaking down again.

"What's happened? Can you tell me?" There was so much concern in her voice it made my guilty conscience feel even heavier.
"Do you promise not to hate me?"
"I could never hate you. I love you."
"Do you remember that girl I slept with?" I asked not wanting to tell her.
"You know I never met her. But yeah?" She sounded cautious.
"Well, she's..." I couldn't even say it out loud.
She gasped and pulled her hands to her mouth.
"She's pregnant? Isn't she?" She asked.
I just nodded my head, I honestly couldn't get any words out right now.
"I don't hate you. Don't get me wrong I'm really upset, but I still don't hate you." She pulled me in for a long hug. It made me feel a little better,but the truth was. Everything was about to change.