These last few days have been really hard for me. Sara calls a lot. I know I said that Ross should be there for her, but this is ridiculous. He calls her first thing in the morning, whether I'm awake next to him or not, and last thing at night too. The thing is, they're not even talking about the baby. They're being all flirty, and talking as if they're dating. THAT'S what annoys me. But unfortunately, I love him and I know he never intended for any of this to happen. I just have to put up with it, for the rest of my life. Knowing my boyfriend has a kid with someone else, can I do that?
I was lying in his bed, reading a book, when he came and jumped in next to me, wrapping his strong arms around me. I was surprised because it was only 8:30 and he's usually on the phone to Sara right now. I put marked my page and put my book down, giving him a quizzical look.
"What?" He asked me.
"I'm just wondering why you're here with me instead of on he phone to Sara," I told him.
"I'm not always on the phone to her," I raised my eyebrows at him.
"I have fallen asleep every night since you found out, listening to you on the phone with her."
"Now c'mon. That's not true,"
"Ok," I said before picking my book up and reading it again.
"What? Are you pissed that I'm talking to her? You're the one who said that I should do the right thing!" He raised his voice at me.
"I know," I calmly said still with my head in my book.
"Ugh! You're so annoying! I can tell your pissed and you just treat me as if nothing's wrong!" I dropped my book on the bed in frustration.
"And what would screaming at you accomplish? Us having a huge fight, pushing you further into the arms of the woman carrying your baby?" I said, tears collecting in my eyes. He just looked at me dumbfounded.I put my book on the bedside table and moved down into the bed, covering myself with the blankets.
"I'm sorry," was all he said before doing the same and getting comfortable next to me. I was almost asleep when I heard his phone go off.
"Hello?" He sleepily answered.
"Oh, hi. Look I'm going to bed right now. Can I talk in the morning?"
"Really?" He sat up excited. Great. Something else amazing happened.
"Wait," his face dropped. "That can't be right."
"5 weeks? I was only with you 3 weeks ago." He said, his voice filling with anger.
"Are you fucking kidding me?!!" He screamed and out the phone on loud speaker.
"I'm sorry Ross," I heard Sara say on the other one of the phone."
"No. No. You're a fucking liar, a gold digger. You made me believe that the baby was mine."
Holy shit. It's not his baby?
"I just wanted you to be in my life. I love you and I couldn't believe that you actually slept with me. I didn't think there was any other way..."
"You're damn right! And now there never will be." he yelled back at her. I heard her sobbing loudly.
"I never want to hear from you again! Delete my number, because I'm deleting yours!" And with that he hung up.I sat there silently, not wanting to say anything in case I set him off again. He just sat staring at the phone. I felt scared to even move. He was so angry, I never knew he could get that emotional. After a few minutes of uncomfortable silence he seemed to calm down a little, so I settled back into bed. I turned over, my back facing him. The light turned of and I felt him moving around.
I closed my eyes ready to sleep and try and forget about what just happened. Ross started moving around again, until I felt his feet touching mine. He intwined our legs together and his warmth made me feel a lot more comfortable. He slowly moved his body towards mine, until his arm went around me. He was rubbing slow circles on my arm when he said to me, "You have NO idea how amazing you really are. I love you SO much. Please never leave me." He kissed me on the side of my neck, getting my sweet spot. I let it a soft moan and he stopped.
I turned around to face him, and looked him right in the eyes. I moved in and kissed him sweetly, not pushing for anything more. When I pulled back I looked him in the eyes again and said, "I have never felt anything like this before. I love you and I don't see my life without you now." Even in the dark, I could see how big his smile was. He pulled me into his chest and rested his head on top of mine. I fell asleep comfortably, listening to his heartbeat.
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