Meant to be?

Tell me that you're okay

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3rd Person POV:

Safe to say, George and Alex weren't the only ones who didn't sleep. Karl and Sapnap stayed up, talking long and memorably into the night. They spoke of hopes and dreams, love and friendship, feelings and concerns. All night they bonded like what was once normal, all that time ago.

All that time ago before a year of waiting, before months of semi-awkward Minecraft games and halfhearted conversation on streams. All that time ago before everything went to shit.

Back before Sap felt he wasn't enough, and though that if leaving could bring Karl a life close to what he deserved, then by the gods he would do it.

By the souls of the Angel of Death, The Blood God, The God of the Mind, The War God, The God of the Forest, The Entity of Time, and all others who roamed their earth, he would fucking give up his joy for Karl to get his worth.

He thought he could give his joy to Karl for a while, that is, until his joy was Karl, and Q, and laughing with George, and joking with Dream, and entertaining chat. So, he waited. He waited until Karl knew he had Q, because it was all so obvious how he felt about the boy.

And so when Sapnap saw the time was fit, and knew that Karl would have someone to fall back on, and that him and Q wouldn't hate him, he left. He left for them, so one day he could return.

Maybe, just maybe, yesterday he felt like he was enough, so he went for it. Him and Karl talked everything through, said all the things they'd wanted to say for over a year, and shared a kiss. A kiss that meant so much more than I love you. A kiss that meant 'I'm here, I always have been. You love someone else, but you also love me, and that's okay.'

So as the two saw George and Q sleepishly (not a word) stumbling down the stairs, almost ad if they were high out of their minds; giggling and slipping, catching themselves then laughing more.

Karl and Sap waited until breakfast was over, 'Tell Me That You're Okay' by Noah Finnce playing in an earbud that Karl had sat in his left ear, the right being open to any conversation willing to be brought up.

Eventually George went upstairs to call Dream, and Q was about to retreat to his room to 'watch TV or some shit', the two having sobered up a bit from their previous delirious state. The nervous lovers shared a glance and Karl stood, stretching out his right arm to beckon Q back, and taking out his earbud with his left. "Sec?" He questions aloud, his own condensed language being something you had to learn early on after meeting Karl.

'Sec' was his way of saying 'can we talk for a second?

yes, Karl talking in small little blurts that only his friends understand when he is tired, nervous, or anxious is canon.

Alex happily obliged, dragging his exhausted and currently single ass back over to the table.

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//currently// single

HI GUYS!!! POST ON NIKI AND MINX'S BIRTHDAY POG?

I TOTALLY SHOULD HAVE WRITTEN MORE SO I COULD'VE POSTED ON GEORGE AND RANBOO'S BIRTHDAYS TOO...

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