Comfort (VegasKim)

4- You're Still Important To Me_

They keep looking at each other's eyes without blinking. Time just stopped for a while. Suddenly Porchay pushed Macau _

Porchay: I'm sorry P'. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that.

*Porchay ran away as fast as he could. Macau keeps calling him, runs after but lost chay*

Macau: Chay!!! Chay!!! Porchay!!! Wait... Wait for me. Chay!!!

Porchay's POV__

What have I done. Shit!!! What will P'Macau think about me. How can I face him.

( Still running and breathing heavily. Tears falling, vision is going blurry. Hide himself in the store room. Sitting down, hiding his face in the knees.)

What should I do. I already made P'Kim go out of my life but on the other hand I made P'Macau involve my problems. What a silly thing I've done. How could I kiss a person I never love like that. P'Kim is gone. I know I'm sad, I know I'm totally not ok but still somehow it feels so different. P'Macau is like a big brother. How should I face him? Will he be angry or will he stop seeing me? Will he hate me?

Why I kissed him even though I never kissed P'Kim when we were in a relationship. Was he right? Do I really have feelings for P'Macau? I'm going crazy!!! Don't know what to do? Should I apologize to P'Macau for what I did? I can't face him. Why do all the things have to happen to me? Why?!! Why?!!!
*Still crying*

On the other hand, Macau is trying to find Porchay. Asked his classmates but no use.

Macau's POV__

Where are you Porchay? Where should I look for you? *Sighed heavily * Are you that embarrassed for kissing me? Do you know how I feel for you, How much I want this kiss to be real? Though I always wanted you to kiss me but not like this. I wanted you to kiss me with your heart and love.

*Touching his lips* Chay's kiss felt so warm. I could feel his heart beat as well as mine. His eyes were sharp enough to make wounds in my heart. Can we go back as we were before? I don't want to lose him. Porchay will you understand me?

Macau kept calling and sent Msgs. But there's no reply. It's almost evening, but I can't find Porchay. he's now afraid. If anything happens with chay he'll never be able to forgive himself.

Maybe he's home already. Should I call hia or P'porsche? I better go home right now.

Macau went home as fast as he could. He entered the living room and saw that everyone was taking but Porchay was not there _

Macau: hello, hia.

Vegas: aww... Macau. Have a sit. You're so late. Where is chay? Isn't he coming with you?

Macau: yeah... But I couldn't find him. So I thought he'd be home by himself. I called him but he didn't pick up.

Pete: does something happen?

Macau: n..no. it's nothing.

Porsche: maybe he's with his friends. He just texted me. He has some assignments so He's staying over at a friend's house. So don't worry.

Macau: ohh.. I see. That's ok.

Pete: go Macau, fresh yourself and come down for dinner. Vegas, Porsche help me with the food.

They all nodded. Macau went to his room to freshen up and come down. They all had dinner and Macau went to his bed. He stands on the balcony and thinks about Porchay.

As far as I know Porchay doesn't have friends because he's just a freshman. He can't make friends within 1 week. Is he lying? He all did this because he doesn't want to see me. Porchay pls come back. I can't live like this.