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[past memories, 9th grade highschool time relationship chapter]
Molly
"It's just that you look so rude and sometimes dry, it makes me feel like you don't give a shit about me and you know it's hurt"
I have so many issues with letting people love me, just letting people see my sensitive side it's a really hard to do for me, and he knows it damn well. I don't want to hurt him on purpose if I do.
"Okay... Wow, so..." I take a breath.
"You think I don't give a fuck about you, right?" I continue
"Well, the way you act make me feel like it"
"So I was the only problem, right?"
"What!? W... where did you get that?! I've never said that"
"Fuck you"
"What the Fuck"
"That's not what I fucking heard from other people"
"You're gonna leave, aren't you?"
Do I say, feeling the oppression of the tears I'm keeping inside, in my heart.
"No, I love you" he says like he wanted to hug me or something. But I didn't want any physical touch right now.
"You know what, just fucking leave!"
He just stood there like if didn't hear anything.
"GO... LEAVE, GO AWAY I SAID"
Those tears in my eyes were gonna fall if I said something about more.
"No"
I couldn't keep my tears back anymore.
"What do you want me to make you leave..."
He kissed me and pushed me gently on the wall. I flipped him on the wall and jump on him on his lap.
"What are you doing?" I cup his face in my hand.
"Loving you"
"You're really good at making me forget my problems"
"Wait until I make you scream my name"
"You're foolish"
"Yeah and you still love me"
"Who said that"
I raised my eyebrows and smirked at him
I pulled him towards me by his Jean coat.
I directed my lips to his. I love his smell even if it smells like cigarettes and perfume for men. Even if I hate cigarettes. He's just always so stunning.
"I love you"
There, I finally said it.
"Well, that's a first one!" did he say to tease me.
I just rolled my eyes back.
"I'm serous Noah I love you for real
I looked at his lips and redirected my regards to his beautiful dark brown eyes.
" I love you too"
He put a kiss on my lips and hugged me. I felt just happy and safe in his arms.
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Love & Drugs
RomanceMolly After a messy relationship in high school, seven years latter I find myself in a bar, drinking my mind and tiredness away in Los Angeles. I find him, Noah Trent, walk in the bar even more handsome and sexy then last time I saw him. When he le...
