The Tale Of Hearts

Chapter 66

Hazel's pov

I don't know when his lips stopped moving on my skin as I drifted to the sleep, him holding me tight to his chest. In the morning when i wokeup, we were in a different position. i found myself laying on his chest and my face was so close to him. I could tell it in my closed eyes by the way of his hot breath hitting on my nose. My breath began to raised as now i was fully conscious. My heart beat quickened literally jumping in and out. I tired to move a little but his grip was still so possessive around me not giving any chance of moving.

I half opened my eyes, and looked through lashes only to found him already staring deep down at my face. In instant My eyes shut forced, feeling too exposed. I still couldn't look him in the eye. My breath were already ragged when i felt him began to brushing his lips on my cheeks. He pulled me more to him, caressing my cheeks with his lips. Unwillingly i opened my eyes trying to see him again and our eyes met. Like always they were cold, emotionless deep and dark, but i felt myself hypnotized under his gaze. He looked so peaceful. It was as if my mind refused to belive this man is the same man hurt me all the time. I watched him running my eyes between his two dark brown orbs, trying to understand the things working in his head. His lips say many hurt things to me but why i feel like his eyes saying otherwise. I kept watched him until something passed in my head. I faintly remember he was saying something to me in my sleep yesterday .

"I hate you," he said that to me, if i wasn't mistaken it wasn't a dream. He really said that and it remembering it made a sting patch in my chest. I felt hurt. I used to hear his hurt words all the time, but why am i feeling this hurt? I closed my eyes hiding this hurt within them. If he hates me that much why he said that big lie to aunt and uncle? Why he now hugging me so close to his chest not even letting me to stay away in a breath distance. Why sometimes i felt him too close at the same time in a distance.

To make you suffer? My inner voice said.

Yes that's must be true. He want to see me suffer. He doesn't like to see me be happy. That's why he was doing all these things. He lied to his parents for his own advantage, he knew they are always a sensitive topic to me. He using that against me. He knew he can control me like a puppet using them. I clenched my eyes more feeling him caressing my cheeks. Tears started brimmed in the corner of my eyes.

God i need to get away from him.
I can't show him how he has mad me weak. I knew if i stayed there another minute i would be badly broke and might be really happy to see it. I tried to get away still in my closed eyes but it was hard to release that death grip around my self. I silently struggled while all these thoughts making me more weak but to my surprise he lossned his grip letting me to sit up. I hurriedly turned around hiding my face away from him.

"we need to talk!! " He said after clearing his throat as i stood up from the bed.

What's there to talk anyway?? Oh let me guess, is he trying to tell me things that he failed last night? About his so called hate? That make sense because he might thinking i was sleeping but no thanks I'm not in a mood to hear all his bulshits, telling that to my self, i ran my way to closet before he said another thing.

Tears were already falling from my eyes when i ran to my closet. I locked the door and leaned my head against it trying to swallow these stupid tears. I heard his nearing foot steps resulting me to held my breath then following not so gentle few knocks heard making me clenched my eyes.

"Haze, open this door we need to talk!! "I heard him saying in his dark dominate voice. I gulped shaking my head in no. I'm not going to talk with him. Never!! There's nothing to talk and sort out between us. Now i get all these things. I'm the stupid one here hoping a miracle to happen between us even knowing how much of a evil person he is. I heard him knocking few more times and later a deep sigh.