The Tale Of Hearts

Chapter 30

Hazel's pov.

The alarm went off ,with the sound I lazily sat on the bed removing the comforter away from me.My half open eyes traveled to the small clock on the bedside table. It's 7.00 am in the morning..my eyes widened, oh god yesterday  ...

"He-kissed me"..was it a dream? No, that can't happen.  I clearly remember I went to the kitchen and then…. then ...my mind felt blank. I'm doomed...
My cheeks heated with the memories of his lips on mehis manly scent was still messing with my brain. 
I touched my lips with my fingers still feeling that burning sparkle which shuddered my yesterday.

How can I face him now.. I facepalmed myself and again plopped on the bed with a thud and buried my head into my pink pillow. He had a girlfriend right? then why is he always acting like a possessive boyfriend around me.he always taking advantage of me.ahhhhhh I'm more frustrated about myself, why can't I fight for myself ? Why am I always this weak? I huff as I am annoyed with what happened.I laid there few minutes floating through with all thoughts eating my brain.

My eyes shot open. What if aunt and mom get to know this ?what will they think about me? But I'm not at fault.

he is the one always doing nusty things and what in the hell that he meant by he wouldn't hold back anymore? Is he going to take his revenge? But what crime did I do to deserve all his harsh treatments? What if he did more than this? I was lost in my thousands and jumped at the sudden ringing sound of my phone came out from my trace of thoughts.

"Hey Tash," I answered with a faint voice still in my daze.

"Yah...you sleepyhead get up.,We have our first morning lecture today"she said with her excited voice while screaming from the top of her lungs. 

Oh great because of this pervert I almost lost my mind to the point I forgot about my first day of university.

"No no.. I am awake.."I said with a little doubtful voice still thinking how to face Tash.she is an expert with me she is more like my lie director. How I'm going to hide my red face from her.

"Ohh..Haz I'm so happy"she was blabbering nonstop.

"Me too Tash, let's enjoy our time there"I exclaimed with a half smile even though my state  is worst.

"Okay babe…"she giggled,"Do you want me to pick you up?"she asked with a full mouth , chewing sound also audible I could assume she was eating.

"No Tash ,I will ask Alex to drop me..and now I'm familiar with roads i can take a cab also"I said while getting up from the bed and walking towards the closet.

"Okay then bye babe see ya"

I cut the call after my goodbye.. 

ohh focus Haz don't lose your mind over that play boy he is just playing with you nothing more. Just do your studies well and then you would have a great future.I was sweet talking to me until I heard another ring of my phone and I already knew who it was .So I quickly ran to it with my happy face because I was missing mom so much.

My face lightened a little bit after the shower like all my worries washed over with the cold water. Then after putting on lotions I wore a newly bought underpants with matching lace bra ,my closet was filled with aunt's newly bought nusty, skimpy things.sighing I went through the closet to find something new for my first day. I'm so excited  so I wanted to dress pretty nice.

Rolling my eyes through hangers ,my eyes stopped at an orange colour off shoulder top and a denim shorts.. will this be a little bit over? I was debating over my mind whether to wear this or not.

 Pushing negative thoughts aside I got the courage , Haz of you like this you should wear it.my inner genius pampered me as I lovingly smiled at her.after all you are my genuins.I wore the two pieces mentally patting myself.